He made a sleepy sound, and I nudged him, trying to rouse him before he was too deeply asleep.
“Shift first,” I reminded him. “Now that we’re warm, the fur will help us keep it.”
I didn’t think he’d heard me until with a sigh, he lifted and wiggled around to a good position, shifting into his wolf’s form.
I followed his lead and once we were fully wrapped around each other, it didn’t seem so bad at all.
Still, I couldn’t help remembering that brief moment yesterday when Usman had been with me and the alpha, and everything had felt like peace and safety. Like we had nothing to worry about. Like we could truly be ourselves. I had Chase to thank for that lovely feeling…
With him there, caring for our needs, he had shown me what I hadn’t even known was possible for us.
Chapter Four
USMAN
We went beggingin our usual spot for the rest of the week. The end of the week was a big success because there was a conference in one of the buildings. There was nothing like wealthy businessmen in a good mood to hand out money.
We managed to stay away from the tent city mostly, eating lunches in cafe’s and getting hot drinks when it was too cold out.
And at night, we fucked and then slept in a huddle of warmed fur.
It wasn’t as good as being wrapped up in blankets together. Our wolf forms helped, but the ground was still hard, and I woke up stiff and aching every morning.
Then there was the fact that something was up with Wren.
“Can I be on top?” I asked in a whisper.
Huddled in our tent, him on top of me, I felt him shake his head.
“Can I finger you first?” he asked.
It wasn’t that I minded. It felt goodwheneverWren touched me. Any way he chose to do it sent me through stages of ecstasy. And lately, he’d been obsessed with finger fucking me, makingme nearly lose my mind before pushing his cock into mewiththose fingers, stretching me until I was coming far too fast every time.
The idea alone made my cock twitch. His mouth on my neck didn’t help.
He moaned softly.
“How are you so sexy?” he wondered aloud, his hands sliding up and down my hips while he kissed me.
His hand slipped between my thighs, ready to begin the routine again, but I clenched my fists, still wanting to argue.
It was just that, for the first time, I didn’t understand what he was up to, and it certainly felt like he was doing it with a purpose.
Swallowing, I forced the question out.
“Why do you want to stretch me so much lately?” I asked, voice hitching just as his first finger breached the ring of muscles.
Wren paused, but his expert fingertip sought out my prostate, pressing gently but insistently into it, making my cock harden even more.
It took a moment for me to be able to breathe, and when I did, a moan slipped from my lips.
I clapped a hand over my mouth.
Never had I been so concerned with keeping quiet as I had been since that skirmish with Shae and Jack. My skin crawled even thinking about it.
There wasno oneI avoided more than Alpha Jack when I was in heat. No tent I avoided more thanhiswhenhewas in heat. The smell of his pheromones when he was, made me want to gag even though I couldn’t help but be aroused by them too. It was confusing and gross to be around. Nothing like the alpha Chase’s scent had been. His was overpowering too. It had made me want to just,roll overand forget all my problems and thatwas dangerous and concerning in a different way. Jack’s scent in general was one to avoid.
And until the other day, it hadn’t been my problem. Now, worry ate at me that Jack was going tomake itmy problem.