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“Beauty, we’ve got to change positions or I’m going to come.” I tighten my lower abdomen to hold myself back.
When I can move without coming too soon, I roll her on top of me. She pushes up and stares down into my eyes.
This is my favorite way to make love to her. Her teardrop-shaped tits, her flat stomach, her gorgeous face, and a view of us joined together are like a work of art.
“You’re so beautiful. I love you so much.” I thrust into her, picking up my pace. “Beauty, take your hair out. I want to see it flow over your shoulders as I make you come. It’s a sight like no other.”
She reaches up and tugs out a band from her bun. Her thick locks fall over her chest, allowing her tight nipples to poke through. It’s enough to undo me.
I groan and take my thumb to her clit, pressing on it and circling. Her head drops back as her hands grip my pecks. She moans and grinds deeper, taking all of me.
“Harder, Hunter.”
I buck into her with more force while applying more pressure with my fingertips. She sucks in a breath and holds it in, going still and allowing the strong, pulsing tugs of her tight pussy coming all over me to milk my cock.
I lose it and orgasm so hard my body jerks. Coming from only her waves of pleasure pulling me to the other side is like nothing I’ve ever experienced. This woman undoes me.
She drops onto my chest as we come down from our high. I caress her skin with my fingertips. Love paralyzes me and my chest squeezes with fear of losing her.
I hold her tighter. “I love you, beauty. So much it scares the shit out of me.”
She pushes up and tilts her head to the side, studying my face. “What are you scared about?”
Honesty has been working well for me lately, so I lean into it. “There’s always a chance I’ll lose you to him. I almost did. The memory is still fresh in my mind. It was less than three weeks ago that I was just hours away from it. Who’s saying that won’t happen again?”
CHAPTER 26
DORI
I’m frozenas I sit on top of Hunter, staring into his haunted green eyes. He’s right. Not long ago, I was hours away from ending everything with him.
“Dorothy, if you had been holed up with Jamison with no contact from me, you’d be on top of him right now.” Hunter’s gravelly voice vibrates over the last part of the sentence.
Since we went to Paris, I haven’t been to a therapy session. I’m regretting that decision now.
Is this the same pattern I’ve been playing out with Hunter and Jamison? The one that’s so unfair and selfish because loving them both constantly hurts them.
It’s my fault they’re no longer friends. It’s my fault they gathered information on each other and held it over each other’s heads. They’re at war and it’s all because of me.
Guilt rains over me. I shift off Hunter and do what I usually do—try to ignore it.
I slip into a robe as I search for a way to change the subject. “Have you eaten? I can make you dinner if you’d like.”
“Not after that reaction.” He gets back into his clothes. “Where did I lose you?”
“What do you mean?” I toss a blanket that fell on the floor back onto my bed.
He tucks his shirt into his pants and zips them up. “Dorothy, we’ve been doing so well talking about how we feel. It’s brought us much closer. Please don’t shut down on me now. Tell me what has you acting like you’re going to run to the hills.”
I sit on the bed and hang my head. “I’m sorry, Hunter. That’s not what I’m thinking of doing. It’s just when Jami told me about his son, a part of me forgave him on the spot. I can’t imagine how much pain he must be in. What kind of person am I to see only the betrayal in what he did and not recognize he could probably use a friend?”
Hunter kneels before me and stares into my eyes. “This is one of the reasons I love you. Your heart is more forgiving than most. It’s okay that you feel betrayed, even if he’s hurting over his loss. Your feelings are valid.
“And if you choose to forgive him… No, I’ll be honest with myself.Whenyou choose to forgive him, you can offer him support. You don’t owe him any more than that before you’re ready.”
“And how are you going to feel when that happens?”
Hunter breathes in deeply and shakes his head on the release. “I won’t like it, but I’ve got to learn to trust you two together.”
