Page 62 of Greedy Grizzly
“Swallow every last drop. I want to ruin you for any other man.” He didn’t need to worry. In the three years, no other man had come close to making me feel the way Toby did. Not even the bartender at Nye’s.
Yes, I’d been tempted. Yes, I had almost followed him into the bathroom. I’d been so fucking hurt by Libby’s betrayal that I’d wanted to hurt her back. But I couldn’t. And being withthem here and now was why I’d refrained from being with the bartender last week.
Toby’s cum filled my mouth. I watched his face contort and felt his body freeze, and it was incredible to know I brought him to this epic state.
After Toby relaxed and floated back down to earth, I licked him clean. I couldn’t ignore the soft sounds I made. I freaking loved the taste of him, much like when we kissed.
Libby pulled away from me, and I released Toby, but still kept my eyes on his. He made room on the bed for me and Libby to join him, so I guided her to one side and I moved to his other side.
“Kiss me.” The growl in Toby’s voice sent chills down my spine. I wondered if Libby had told him how I liked to be dominated.
I lowered my lips to his, in a slow, intentional kiss. “I’ll have your ass before you have mine,” I growled back at him.
“I’d be honored and thrilled if you would.”
Fucking hell. There was no doubt in my mind he was the man of my dreams. How we’d all work together was still a mystery to me.
But now wasn’t the time to hash it out.
We were all lips and limbs, one blending in with the other. One unit instead of two or three, depending on how we paired off. We gave to each other equally and I knew what had been missing from my life all along.
Toby and Libby were the missing pieces of my heart.
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LIBBY
My cheeks were sore from smiling and having so much dick in my mouth. These two had the stamina of a thousand men. And I loved it.
But I needed to rest.
Landon was between Toby and I. We’d changed positions many times, each one of us getting a chance in the middle. I liked having Landon right where he was, like he bound us together, and made us complete.
“You’re quite the greedy lover, Grizzly,” Toby said.
“When he finally gives in, isn’t that right?” I asked Landon. It always took a lot of effort on my part to get him to a place where he could let loose and enjoy sex. And when he finally got there, a ravenous beast would emerge. Those times had been far and few in between.
“I don’t know why I hold back so much.” Landon pulled us into his embrace. “It’s like if I let go of my inhibitions, I’ll be powerless.”
“I’m sure it stems from your childhood, honey.” I caressed his chest and kissed his cheek. “From the abuse you suffered.”
“What kind of abuse?” Toby asked.
Landon’s body tensed beneath me. I was sure Toby felt the shift because he rolled onto his stomach and gently brushed his fingers through Landon’s long, messy hair.
“You don’t have to be afraid or ashamed, baby,” Toby told him. I loved how he didn’t shy away from using terms of endearment with Landon. It sort of made it all feel real. “Nothing you say will drive me away and we’ll never speak of it to anyone outside of the three of us.”
“You can trust us, Landon,” I replied, hoping he believed me. “I promise, your secrets are yours. You can trust me.” Jesus, the guilt I still felt from hurting him the way I did would never fade. Until the day I drew my last breath, I would regret telling Maddy about him.
“I know. I trust you both. It’s just so awful to talk about.” He buried his face in Toby’s chest.
My poor man. It broke my heart to know all he’d been through. Toby knew none of the specifics, only that Landon had been in an abusive foster home and that he felt abandoned by his older brother.
“I don’t want to ruin our first night together. Stain what was the most incredible experience, being with both of you.” He leaned his face toward mine and kissed me, then he kissed Toby.
“Whatever you want,” Toby told him. “Do you want to shower together? I could wash your back and you can wash mine?”
“And what about me?” I chirped, so they didn’t forget I was part of this trio. Not that I believed they would, I was just teasing them.
