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“Why do you continue to cause me problems? Why can’t you just follow the rules?” Adrik asked, and my chin trembled as I was finally able to stand on my own.
“I’m sorry,” I whispered, and he shook his head, clicking his tongue twice in a mock warning.
“It’s time,” he uttered, and I shook my head trying to beg him to stop. “You don’t get to tell me no. I own you, and if you so much as breathe the wrong way, your father's guard here will filet you without blinking.”
I glanced at Hawkins and could see his cheek twitch as he stood silently, watching Adrik start to remove his belt. Trying to step back, I made one move before I felt the belt swing around, catching me in the side of my leg.
“Please don’t,” I cried, feeling a ribbon of blood dribble down my leg.
Adrik’s belt was covered in tiny barbs, and with each slash against my body, I felt the small pieces of metal tear into my skin. He reached up, grabbed the collar of my shirt, and used his grip to pull me against him. With the shortened distance, he was able to bring the belt around to my back as he lashed at any area he could reach.
“No, please, stop,” I begged, and I felt his dick twitch in his pants.
He loved to hear me beg, but he wouldn’t stop until he was satisfied. It could be my blood, my tears, my pleas of mercy, or his own sexual release, but whatever it was, his desire and satisfaction were the only things he cared about. Since his father died last year, he’d gotten worse, and if I gave in, it seemed to make him madder.
He pushed me to the ground and lifted the belt into the air. I covered my head, trying to shield my face, when I heard the belt hit the floor next to me. I looked to see him unbuttoning his pants and pulling his hard length out. Trying to push myself away, he grabbed onto my foot and yanked me back to him.
I only had on a thin dress, as per his rules, and with two fists gripped onto the front, he ripped it open, exposing my naked body to himself and Hawkins. I tried not to think about the man who was standing guard, watching my husband assault me, but I knew one thing for sure. He wouldn’t lift a finger to help me, no matter how far Adrik took it.
It wasn’t the first time something like this had happened, so I found myself drifting into the darkness of my mind, where I could find peace and solace as he violated me. I tried to wrench away in one last futile attempt at saving myself, and through tears, I turned my head toward the door as Adrik shoved himself into me.
The pain was all part of my time with Adrik, so I fell deeper into the darkness with each brutal thrust of his hips. He put his hand around my throat when he felt me stop fighting, and with adrenaline pulsing through me, I attempted to remove his grip from around my neck. I could feel my oxygen being squeezed off as Adrik thrust faster, chasing his release.
“No,” I managed to say through the painful grip, and Adrik laughed.
Tears ran down my face, and the pain between my legs grew in intensity as he thrust faster. Just as he was about to finish, he turned my head toward the door and leaned over, whispering into my ear. “Do you see that no one will stop me from having you?”
My eyes met Hawkins, and unless the lack of oxygen was making me see things, I believed a single tear fell down his cheek as Adrik reminded me, “All you have to do is give me my heir and all this stops. Remember, Lilith, I’m your god and no one will ever take you from me again.”
He released his hold on my throat, and I broke eye contact with Hawkins as Adrik slammed into me four times before fusing his pelvis with mine and groaning, “You’re such a good whore. Take my seed and make me a daddy. Take it, Lilith.”
I felt him dump his seed into me and I closed my eyes, hoping to hide my deceit as he rocked back and forth a few more times, ensuring his cum was as deep inside me as possible. It was a daily occurrence, and if he knew I’d never have his child, I was sure he would kill me and throw me into the garbage.
Adrik stood, leaving me on the floor with his sticky seed seeping from between my battered core. Tucking himself back into his pants, he turned away without a second glance.
Walking up to Hawkins, he told him, “No shower for her tonight, and I’ll have food sent up for you. Stay here with her until I get back.”
Hawkins nodded, and Adrik walked out of the open door and down the hallway. When I heard his steps turn the corner, I rolled to my side and closed my dress around myself, not wanting the killer standing guard to see any more of my nakedness than he’d already witnessed.
A moment later, I felt a hand slip under my shoulder and another under my legs, and suddenly, I was lifted into Hawkins’s arms and carried across the large room. Carefully, he laid me on the bed and glanced over his shoulder before pulling a blanket from the foot of the bed up and over me.
I was unsure where this kindness was coming from and when he stood, he spoke without moving his mouth. The words were so soft, I didn’t think he actually said them.
“Don’t let him break you. I’ll figure out how to get you out of here, I just need you to stay strong a little longer.”
Without another glance, he turned and walked to the open bedroom door then turned his back to me, crossing his arms over his chest. He stood there and waited like instructed and as I managed to drift off to sleep, I questioned myself.
Did he really offer to help, or did Adrik finally break me enough that I’m going crazy?
The only thing I could do was wait and see, because there was a beautiful young girl out there waiting for me to save her. And if it meant he had to save me so I could save her, I would hold on as long as it took.
