Page 12 of Embracing My Nightmare
“I’m not special.” The words fell from my lips easily and his grip tightened on my neck.
Leaning in, he spoke clearly,a deadly tone in his voice. “You are the most precious person in the world to me.Neverlet me hear you say something like that again. I don’t want to punish you. I want to worship you. Now, decide. Do you want a lifetime of pleasure, of devotion, of standing by my side? Or do you want me to leave? Because . . . if so, I’ll leave, and you’ll never hear from me again. I’ll leave you to your life.”
Kissing my neck softly, he whispered, “Choose.”
Devlin rocked his hard cock against me, and I swallowed past his firm grip. I wanted this, him, so badly. What kind of person did that make me? That I wanted this dark killer to take away all the pain that filled me. That I needed him to erase the torment that I endured. Who would judge me if I gave myself over to him willingly?
“Yes.”
His eyes flashed brightly in the beams of moonlight cutting through the room as a smile broke out across his face. Devlin’s eyes hooded and his grip on the neck increased when I leaned into his touch. His large body settled back against mine and he released his hold. I felt my heart beat wildly against my ribcage as he threaded his hand into my hair and pulled my head to the side in a quick, harsh tug.
Gone were the soft kisses and gentle embraces. Devlin began biting and nipping against my neck as he rubbed his length against my aching core. I felt my arousal leak down my ass as he moved toward my sensitive breasts. Sucking a tight nipple into his mouth, he bit down on the tip and I fought against the ties holding me.
“Please, let me touch you,” I whined as he moved to the other breast, pulling deeply on my nipple, sending a zing straight to my clit.
“Not yet, little lamb. I’ve waited so long to have you. I want to take you the first time the way I saw you all those years ago. After I tied you to the bed, that is.” A look crossed his face, and a glimpse of darkness flashed in his eyes as he smirked at me.
I pushed into my pillow, trying to get away from him, bucking my hips against his. Tears stung my eyes as I stared up at him. All these years, I thought Roger or Sally had tied me up. I always feared they meant to rape me, or maybe they didotherthings to me when I was drugged. Finding out Devlin was the one who restrained me confused and scared me.
“Why would you . . . who are you?”
“I’m your savior, little lamb. I restrained you that night because I was afraid you would wake up and see what I was doing to those assholes. I needed to know that you were safe in that room. Away from them. Away from me.”
“And now?” I asked, tugging against the soft binds that held me.
“Now, I want to own you. I want to fuck you, to drive my cock into you until you pass out from the pleasure. I want to coat your skin with my cum and I want you to love every minute of it. I want your skin to carry my marks of desire. Knowing you’re unable to do anything but take what I give you makes my cock harder than steel. I’m not a gentle man, Elise. I will push you past your breaking point, but never in anger. Only in pleasure.”
He pressed his thickness against my core, and I rocked into his length. I needed him to take the dark thoughts and nightmares that chased me throughout my life and banish them forever. I needed him to dominate me, to worship me, to punish me. Butsomethingwas bothering me, and if I was going to give myself to him, I needed to know the answers.
“Is this a one-time thing? Are you going to get what you want and disappear again? Are you going to fuck other women? Do I have to fuck other men?” The words spilled out and his eyes became hard.
His voice grew deep as he spoke. “This isn’t a one-time thing. When I take you, I’m taking you forever. I don’t want or need another pussy when I have your perfect cunt to keep me satisfied.” His eyes became deadly as he continued, “As far as another cock coming anywhere near you, I swear Elise, I’ll kill whoever it’s attached to. Do you understand?”
I nodded and he leaned over, kissing my neck. I felt my eyes flutter closed in pleasure. My nipples were diamond-hard knowing the depth of his need for me, and my wetness slicked the inside of my legs.
I decided in that moment to give into the dark need that filled me. Devlin had ruled my life from afar for so many years, and I deserved to know why.
“Please, take me, Devlin. Show me,” I pleaded, praying he would touch me.
“Show you what, Elise?”
“Show me how much you want me.”
He pulled back with a feral grin as he reached over and turned on the lamp beside the bed. I turned my head and watched as he pulled out two vibrators and my smallest dildo. Sitting them on the nightstand table, Devlin turned to me and unzipped his pants, releasing the thickest, longest cock I had ever seen. My eyes grew wide and my pussy wept as he crawled back between my legs. Sitting on his heels, he stroked his length as I tried to pull my legs together, only to be blocked by his body.
“Please,” I begged and watched as something changed in him. I prayed I hadn’t just made the biggest mistake of my life.
***
Devlin
WATCHING HER WRITHEunder me, her soaking wet pussy begging for my touch, had my cock growing harder as I slowly worked my hand up and down the length. The first time I saw her, the attraction was instant. There was only a seven-year age difference between us, but back then, we were a lifetime apart. They raised me from an early age to do the unthinkable without fear or repercussion. Making my first kill at fourteen, the blood of countless horrible people stained my hands.
She lived a life of abuse and neglect and had never known kindness. She deserved her own life, but that ended tonight. She belonged to me now and I’d spend every day keeping her safe. In time, I hoped to tell her the story of how I found her, but there needed to be a mountain of trust built before I shared that secret. She’d want to run once she knew it all and I needed her tied to me in every way possible.After all these years, Elise would finally be mine.
Reaching over, I grabbed the vibrator I observed her using most frequently from my surveillance and flipped the switch to low. I leaned down and pressed my shoulders into the back of her legs, forcing her up and open for me. She watched me through her spread legs as I pressed the vibrator lightly to her swollen clit.
“Oh!” she moaned and rocked her hips the small amount my body would allow.
