Page 38 of The Soul that Redeems Me
He placed a kiss on my knuckles before going to the second bedroom and quickly returning with a white down comforter, a large grey blanket, and a couple of pillows. Placing the comforter in front of the fire, he put the pillows at the top, and folded the grey blanket over the top, making a bed on the floor.
He held out his hand, “Come here, Emily.” I moved closer to him as he silently got to his knees when I was within a foot of him. Placing soft kissed across my bare stomach, he unbuttoned my jeans and pulled them down, leaving my tiny black thong in place. Sitting back on his heels, he looked up at me as he whispered the words I never got tired of hearing, “I love you.”
“I love you too.” I replied as he gently tugged my hand guiding me to lay down on the down blanket, the fire warming my exposed skin.
Placing my head on a soft pillow, Josh pulled his body alongside mine as he began to kiss me, his soft lips slowly making love to my mouth. He began his slow movement across my jaw and down to the spot on my neck that makes me groan with each lick and nip.
He placed his toned body between my legs and his skilled tongue continued its descent, working each heavy breast before moving down my stomach with open-mouthed kisses. When he reached my black lace thong, he looked up at me as his fingers hooked under the waistband and he removed them, pulling my legs into the air before moving them back to each side of his body.
His kisses moved closer to my mound, my hips slightly flexing with each kiss, my pussy dripping from his ministrations. I felt his soft tongue swipe my wet lips, “Oh, Josh!” I groaned as he wedged his shoulders between my legs and pulled my pussy into his face, licking and swiping across my clit. He brought his hand down as he slowly pushed one finger into me, his eyes tracking mine for any signs of distress.
I was filled with desire, love, and need. Not distress. I knew Josh wouldn’t hurt me and this allowed me to let go of the apprehension I had felt for years. I was safe and this wasmydecision. The man I loved was going to make love to me.
As his thick finger breached my tight channel, he sucked my clit into his mouth and began to flick it rapidly. Pushing a second finger inside my wetness, I felt full, the nerve endings firing with pleasure as I moaned, “Josh! That feels so good.”
He kept looking up at me as I turned my face toward the ceiling and rocked my hips against his skillful mouth. He turned his fingers up and began a come here motion, his tongue flicking my clit at a steady rhythm. One powerful suck and a few skilled flicks had my back bowing off the floor, my orgasm flooding his hand as he lapped up my release.
Licking me through the final convulsions, Josh smiled up at me, his mouth glistening as I pulled him up and plunged my tongue into his mouth, tasting my musky flavor and moaning at the intimacy of it.
Breaking the kiss, he asked, “Are you sure, baby? We don’t have to.” His forehead against mine, our breath intermingling, “We can wait…”
I silenced him with my hand across his perfect mouth, “I love you, Josh. I want you to be my first. My…my only.” I told him as I felt the tears start to build. Now was not the time for crying.
“God, I love you. Thank you for giving me such a gift. I promise to treasure it and you forever.” He said as he kissed me and I slid my hands down his stomach, unbuttoning his jeans and pushing them and his boxers down his sculpted ass.
He leaned back to fully remove his pants before settling back between my legs, bringing the grey blanket over his back to cover us. I don’t know how he knew I needed that kind of coverage but I immediately felt a knot of hesitation relax inside my stomach.
He kissed me again, slowly, deliberately, as he settled his large body between my legs. I felt his cock leaking pre-come across my stomach as he moved lower, his pelvis lining up with mine. He kept kissing me as I felt him reach down, grabbing his thickness and rubbing it up and down my pink, wet lips, gathering moisture.
The head of his manhood nudged my opening as he pulled back from the kiss and looked me directly in the eyes. The thick, pierced head of his cock gently pushed into my wetness, filling me inch by inch. I pulled in a breath, the sensation of being split open overtaking my senses. I felt myself begin to shake, panic starting to set in.
Josh immediately stopped then started to pull out when he realized my reaction to his advancements. Looking up, his eyes were full of tears as he started to speak, “I’m sorry, baby.” Pulling out completely, leaving me feeling empty and alone.
Not wanting this moment to end, I realized why I was freaking out and decided that I wouldn’t let that monster ruin my life and my ability to be with the man I love. Placing my hand on his strong chest, I looked into his glistening eyes and whispered, “Lay on your back, Josh.”
He hesitated for a moment, a look for understanding overtook him, and he placed his body flat on the ground. I swung my leg over his waist and settled my glistening pussy lips over his length. I rocked back and forth, his piercings rubbed against my engorged clit, my wetness coating his thickness. Placing a kiss on his lips, I looked him in the eye, “I need you.”
He urged me to sit up as he grabbed his cock, stroked it a few times, and placed it at my entrance. The head barely entered me and the pleasure overtook my body. Settling on my knees, I placed my hands on his strong chest and slowly pulsed up and down his stiff length, going further with each movement, before finally coming to rest with my pelvis directly against his, a groan breaking free from both of us. The feeling of his length filling me up, his piercing hitting every nerve ending inside of me, had my need to move becoming too much to take.
His hands came up to my hips as he spoke, “You feel amazing, baby. Are you okay?” a small flex in his hips causing sparks to cloud my vision. The sensation of being connected so intimately with the man I loved was overriding any negative thoughts.
I nodded my head as I pulled up before slowly pushing back down, my pussy swallowing his thick cock. He groaned with each pulse of my hips, his strong fingers digging into my hips as he helped me work myself up and down his length, slowly and deliberately.
He sat up, his defined chest pressing against my pebbled nipples, the friction causing my pussy to gush as my clit was rubbed against his pelvis. His strong arm wrapped around my waist as I continued to slowly ride him and he rocked into me, meeting my movements, and guiding me through it.
He pulled me into a kiss, his tongue aggressive with my mouth, his movements still careful and controlled. I placed my arms around his neck, as I began to roll onto my back for him to be on top. The initial fear of being in that position was a fleeting memory as Josh began to thrust into me, fireworks erupting behind my eyes as he slowly worked himself in and out of me.
Hooking my legs around his waist, he framed my head with his arms, his breath mixing with mine as he rolled his hips against mine, his thick cock pulling out to the crown before he drove back into me. I felt the first signs of an impending orgasm and I allowed my body to speak where my brain was still trying to catch up
“Josh. More!” I moaned needing more from him. Looking into my eyes for assurance, he pulled his hips back and drove into me with more force, never taking his gaze from mine.
Thrust. “Is that what you need, baby?”Thrust.“You are so fucking beautiful, Emily.”Thrust“Are you going to come for me?”Thrust.His pace increasing with each thrust of his hips.
Josh placed his thumb in his mouth, wetting it before bringing it down between us and rubbing my engorged clit with each drive of his hips. I was meeting him stroke for stroke as I felt the fire begin to build in my lower belly. Looking up into his eyes, I saw love and devotion shining back at me as he kept his steady pace.
“Oh! Josh! I’m…I’m… I’m coming! Oh! Oh!” I screamed, my body shattering into a million pieces. I dug my fingertips into his muscled back as my slick walls pulsing around his thickening cock before he groaned, burying himself to the hilt, pulsing his release.
“It’s so good. Baby, I’m still coming.” He groaned as his hips kept pushing and I felt him filling me up with his essence, his love.
