Page 55 of The Hand That Holds Me
“I want to.” She said as she pushed me onto my back and unzipped my pants. I helped her by pushing my pants and boxers down, kicking them to the floor. She began to kiss my neck whispering words of love in my ears before she started working down my body, her hands slowly pumping and caressing my aching cock. When she reached my throbbing cock with her mouth, she looked up at me with her beautiful blue eyes as she licked the crown, swirling her tongue around the head, moaning as she collected my pre-cum with her mouth.
The visual of my dick in her mouth had me moaning under her. “That feels so fucking good.” I said as I rubbed her upper back and head, urging her to take me into her mouth. She put her small, wet mouth on me and began to work my cock into and out, her hands pumping me with a perfect rhythm.
As she took me into her mouth, she began to suck me deeply into her, a groan releasing from my mouth as another burst of fluids leaked out of my cock. If she kept up this pace, I was going to come before I had a chance to get inside of her tight pussy.
“Maddie, I’m going to come if you don’t stop.” As I tried to pull her away. My words spurring her on as she bobbed her head up and down by thick cock, each stroke getting faster and faster as I felt the tingles start to build in my spine.
As she pushed my cock past the back of her throat, she gently grabbed by balls and squeezed, causing my orgasm to push to the surface. I placed my hand on the back of her head as I pumped rope after rope into her mouth. She pulled back to swallow and used her tongue to clean my shaft before she worked her way up my body, placing a chaste kiss on my cheek.
I grabbed her by the back of her head and pulled her mouth to mine, my tongue caressing hers as I tasted the salty remains in her mouth. The taste of my passion on her lips made me want to taste her, to fuck her, until she couldn’t remember a time without me.
I flipped her onto her back and pulled her drenched panties down her legs, her bra coming off and flying across the room as she tossed it away. I didn’t waste time as I dove into her wet pussy, her taste exploding on my tongue. I licked and sucked on her engorged clit as I pumped two then three fingers into her dripping pussy.
“Please. Please.” she chanted as her head whipped back and forth, her hips rocking against my face. I pumped harder into her and drew her clit between my lips, the tip of my tongue flicking against it until I felt her body began to shake. She arched her back, grabbed the back of my head and clamped her legs around my face as she unashamedly humped my face.
Lost in the pleasure I was giving her, she had finally let loose and screamed her orgasm into the empty room, a rush of her sweet fluids flooding my mouth. I licked her gently through the tremors and pulled back when I felt her release my head from the vice grip she had me in.
We laid on the bed, breathing heavy into the room as I felt her sit up and move toward me. She climbed onto me, her small hands shifting my still hard cock to rub against her clit until she lined up and slowly sank down, filling herself with me. The small undulations she was making was driving me crazy as she made slow love to me. Placing my hands on her hips, urging her to ride me faster, she began to pick up the pace
Her wet pussy sucked me in, tightening as she bounced faster and faster up and down my cock. Her beautiful tits bounced with every thrust as I began to drive up harder into her. Placing her hands on my chest, she shifted onto her feet and bounced like a pogo stick up and down my length.
I brought my thumb to her clit and started making small fast circles over the end of the hardened bud, her head falling back as she rode me into paradise. I felt her pussy begin to flutter as I picked up the pace and worked her clit until I felt her clamp down and flood my cock with her juices.
She moaned on top of me as I drove over and over into her, my orgasm boiling under the surface. I wanted to see her come again before I allowed myself to. “Come again for me baby.” I panted as she bounced up and down, her hips gyrating so her clit hit my pelvic bone. She began to shake and her body seized up as I felt her pussy lock down on my cock, causing me to explode inside her. Filling her with my essence and my love.
She fell on top of me, her breathe warm across my chest as we came down from our love making.
“I love you Lucas” she said as she sat up and looked into my eyes, her hand caressing my cheek and bearded jaw.
“I love you too Maddie. Forever.” As I reached up and kissed her, pulling her body back on top of mine, my arms linking around her. She was in my arms and I wasn’t ever letting her go.
We met Jason for dinner and watching him and Maddie embrace brought joy to my life. The love of my life had reconnected with her father and Jason had found his daughter, the missing piece in his life. The conversation throughout dinner was pleasant as the two of them got to know each other better.
When it was time to leave, Maddie reached up and hugged Jason again, the look of contentment on both of their faces. We agreed Jason would come to the office tomorrow so he could look over the program she had built and offer ideas on growth and potential partnerships going forward. We all wanted this to be a success, not only for the company, but for the community as well.
We arrived back at Maddie’s and I was reluctant to leave. I wanted to fall asleep in her arms and wake up with her beautiful face next to me.
“Would you like to spend the night? I know we have to be in early but I was hoping you would stay with me.” She asked shyly.
“There isn’t anywhere else I would rather be. I have an extra suit at the office so we will have to be in a little early so I can get changed before our meeting.”
“Sounds good. Let’s go to bed.”
We settled into bed, Maddie tucked into my arm, her head on my chest. It didn’t take long for her breathing to level out and I felt her body drift into sleep against me. I took the time to appraise the situation. I had the love of my life, my soul mate, securely in my arms, she had reconnected with her father, and we were starting our future together.
“Thank You God for all your blessings.” I whispered into the dark as I fell asleep, dreams of Maddie and two little green eyes boys playing through my mind.
The last few months have been amazing. Lucas and I are spending every night together, sometimes at my apartment, and others at his house. Jason and I have been spending more and more time together learning about each other and finding how we fit into each other’s lives. It was a smoother transition than I had expected when we first met. I had taken my moms’ words to heart and had faith.
We made a trip home a few weeks after meeting so he could visit my mom’s gravesite. We sat down with her, the quiet of the cemetery surrounding us, as we told her all about our lives. I knew she was smiling down on us as we sat there, talking and laughing at stories Jason told of the past.
We shed our share of tears that day as well. It was hard for us to be a family, only to be missing the piece that had made us whole. Her absence has always been a huge void in my life but having Jason and his connection to her made her loss feel less suffocating. He was able to tell me about my grandparents and mom’s life before I was born.
I made a promise to her as I laid the white flowers down before we left to come and visit more often. It had been a few years since I had visited her grave and I wanted to make a point to come down at least once a month. She deserved to have fresh flowers and someone to remember her.
As we walked back to the car, one hand in Lucas and the other in Jason’s, I paused to reflect on the choices that had been made all those years ago. They had led us down different paths that had converged back into one. I smiled as I squeezed their hands and continued across the silent green lawns.
Just as we were walking up to the car, I looked up into the blue sky and spoke. “I love you Mom.”
