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He pushes a strand of hair out of my face to be able to see better. "You are so fucking sexy. I'll never get tired of seeing you with my dick in your mouth.”
I take my time, making sure I put on a hell of a show. I love driving him crazy. Just when I am really getting into it, he stops me.
The moment my mouth is off of him, he flips me onto my back. After a couple quick kisses, he lifts my t-shirt and gives mybreasts some attention. I let out a soft moan as his mouth wraps around my nipple.
As good as it feels, I'm impatient for more, so I push his head down so that he's between my legs.
“Do you want me to eat this pussy, baby?" He asks.
"Yes!”
Just as he's about to take off my pants, there's a knock at the door
"Dad!"
"Colton, bud, go back to bed."
"I had a bad dream, and I'm scared." He says the words through tearful sniffles.
Now, I may be horny as hell, and I may not always understand kids, but I'm not a monster.
I sit up and look at Drew. "Don't worry about it. Go be a dad.”
“Let me try to get him back to bed.”
“It’s alright. I’ll take the couch.” I lean forward to kiss him. “I’m okay. Really I’m not upset. I’ll just go get some sleep.”
I make my way past Colton and into the living room. I probably could have waited to see if Drew was able to get him back to bed, but when I got here, I told myself that I wouldn't do anything to disrupt everything they had going on here. I don't want to mess up their routine. I know having me around has to be weird for Colton, so I won't make it any harder.
I take a few minutes to make up a bed on the couch, complete with the blanket Colton let me borrow and the giant teddy bear. I get comfortable and turn on the TV. I'm tired, but my mind hasn't quite gotten the memo, so I need to unwind a little.
I manage to find a baking competition, but I'm not paying much attention to it.
Instead, my mind races with thoughts of how much my life has changed in just a month. I knew eventually I would come back to Lilly Leaf Falls at least on a semi-permanent basis. I didn't thinkthat when I came back, I would start dating a guy - let alone a guy with a kid.
I always dreaded being in this type of relationship. After Aaron died, I didn't want to ever be that vulnerable again.
Yet here I am... Sleeping on the couch while my boyfriend takes care of his son.
Surprisingly, I'm not freaking out. I'm not thinking about ways to run away or how to break it off. I'm not miserable
I'm actually very...content.
I don't know what's happening to me, but I'm just trying to go with it.
Just as my eyes start to get heavy, I see Drew come walking behind the couch
I look up at him. "Are you okay? Is Colton Okay?"
"We are fine. I think I should be asking you that question. "
"I'm good," I tell him. "Just snuggling with Mr. Bear."
"Is he trying to take my place?"
"Maybe. I’ll let you know after we get to the dirty stuff," I joke. "Did you get Colton back to sleep?"
“Yeah. He's in my bed."
