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Earth to Aly!
Oh, that’s right….
“I’d say that sounds… Yup, let’s do that… All of that… Yes… Yes, please,” I ramble breathlessly, the epitome of an overenthusiastic bobblehead, as my brain continues to stutter like a burnt-out robot.
“Now that... is averygood girl.” He hums deep in his throat, his lips trailing suspensefully down my neck. Picking the perfect place to mark, he wraps his teeth around the area and bites,hard.
Fuck me, it’s going to be a good night.
Chapter Twenty
Aly
Later that evening...
“Come here, baby,” Jax says, sitting down on the couch in the living room, his arms draped over the back and legs spread wide. We just finished another round of MRE dinners. Thankfully, this one was drastically better than the spinach/mush concoction I had before, and it also had Skittles so, sufficed to say, I’m a very happy camper.
I walk over to the couch and wait in between Jax’s splayed legs for further instruction. Even sitting on the couch, he’s still at eye level, his gaze penetrating. While Cole is definitely the one with major Dom tendencies, Jax and now even Hawk are right there with him, and I love it. Not having to think—or in my case, overthink—when it comes to what they may like frees my brain, allowing me to enjoy myself thoroughly without the anxiety of wondering if they like what I’m doing or not. There’s no pressure—they tell me what to do, and I aim to please. It’s a win-win for us all.
Cole and Hawk, after disposing of our empty dinner wrappers and such, reenter the living area and take their own seats in the room. Cole chooses the armchair while Hawk perches on the arm of the same couch Jax is currently sprawled out on. My guys. Oh, I love saying that.Myguys. All three of them and all of their explosive sexiness. I get a little dance happy just thinking about the fact. Their attention on me is addictive as their hungry eyes consume me.Allof me. My knees, weakened by the weight of their stares, are on the verge of buckling, as thoughts of what we might get up to tonight flood my mind.
“You’re so fucking gorgeous, you know that?” Jax runs his hand slowly, teasingly, up and down the outside of my thigh, grabbing and squeezing the meat of my ass before resting it on my hip. His other hand lifts to thumb at my jawline, his gaze, absolutely worshipful.
“Most beautiful girl who ever lived, hands down,” Cole states, leaning closer from his seat at my side. I notice he didn’t saymost beautiful girl in the world. Considering I’m probably—if not one of— the last, it would be the more accurate route. The fact that he purposefully chose to say what he did screams to me how much he finds me attractive. And knowing he does, even when I’m dressed down as I am—no makeup, hair a mess, and every flaw on complete display—makes me want to throw away all of my inhibitions and do anything and everything he might ask of me. It makes me feel incredibly sexy and as a result, incredibly inneed.
“So fucking sexy.” Hawk stands from his post at the edge of the couch and stalks towards me. He moves behind me, pressing his hard length against my backside as he brings his lips to my ear. “I havethisevery time I see you, every time I hear you, think about you. I smell your scent lingering in the air and I get hard. Every. Damn. Time. You’re in my dreams and in my waking hours. And every millisecond of every day, I want to bury myself so deep inside of you that you’ll have no choice but to acknowledge just how affected I am by your perfection,” he whispers, peppering feathery soft kisses along my shoulder while placing his hands above Jax’s.
I tilt my head back, almost lip to lip with Hawk as I retort, “What’re you waiting for?”
Hawk groans at my response, kissing me more fervently as Jax leans forward, his lips claiming my other shoulder, trailing delicious friction down my collarbones to the rise of my breasts. His breath fans over my sensitive skin, creating a scintillating map of my arousal and causing my back to arch, begging him to continue his descent.
“Ooh, Jax... Hawk...Fuck... That feels so good.”
Before I know it, Cole is there, leaning over the back of the couch. Watching. Waiting. Anticipating our next moves. He captures my eyes and sees my desire within their depths. He knows I want him as well—I always want them all—but before he joins our threesome, he licks his lips, slowly, deviously, and tilts his head with intent. A question lingering in his gaze. His hand lifts to caress my cheek as a sly smirk graces his face. “Goahead, then. Tell us what you want, gorgeous,” Cole presses, somehow always in tune with what I want or need or think before I even do. “You won the little game back at the cabin, remember? You can finally reap your reward from us. Right here. Right now.”
Of course, I remember the game Jax had us play when we left the cabin. I remember I won. And I remember what my prize was: anything I wanted, from any ofthem.Seems Cole does as well, and thinks this might be the perfect time to use my winnings.
I think so too.
I turn my head to look at Jax and then behind me to Hawk. Is this ok? Dotheywant me to do this right now? If they didn’t, they’re showing no negative reaction to Cole’s suggestion, continuing with their exploration of my body as I push my mind to make a decision. With his firm grasp, Cole tilts my jaw so my vision is filled by his gorgeous face. “They’re all in, as am I. Name your prize, princess.” He takes a step back from the three of us, waiting eagerly for my response.
Jax and Hawk pull their wandering lips and hands away from me long enough so I can think without distraction. Needing to see all of them, however, I take another step back, not able to keep myself from gauging their reactions. Jax is smirking like Cole is, ready and eager for my decision. But when I look at Hawk, he’s frozen in quiet reservation. I can see the fire in his eyes, though. He’s nervous but curious, seemingly willing to go the distance.
Good. Because I’m ready to push the finish line just a little bit past where we’ve been before. I take a deep breath, steadying myself before I make my choice. Will they resent me for this? Is this going too far? No. I know their limits as they do mine. Plus, there are the safe-words we’ve grown accustomed to. They can always back out. I’ll never make them do something they’re not comfortable with or willing to do.
Ok. Here goes nothing.
Pedal to the metal sex beast! Let’s get this show on the road!
“I want…,” I start, but the fear of them judging my decision halts my words. My hesitation is noticed quickly, and before Cole can comfort me, Hawk pulls me into his chest and lifts my face to his, his hand cupping my jaw so I don’t look away.
“Don’t be afraid to show us your dark side, sweetheart. We love you.Allof you. That includes whatever deprived, dirty, raunchy nuggets you might have in that beautiful brain of yours. If it gets you wet, it gets us hard.” He kisses my nose, barely touching the tip with his lips before continuing, his voice soft and alluring. “Don’t make it easy for us. Be the dirty little minx we know you can be. Use that imagination. You have us at your feet, ready to worship you however you want.”
This might be my only chance. To really push not only my boundaries but theirs also. We’ve been skating around certain things for a while now, and thistechnically puts the ball in their court, even if I am the one providing the environment for them to do what they will with it. The thought steals my nerves and gives me the confidence I need to say, “I want you and Cole to go down on me… together.”
“Like, one after another?” Hawk asks but Cole already has a knowing smile and stalks over to us, his hand landing on my ass, squeezing with reassurance as he takes his place next to Hawk.
“Be explicit… Bespecific,” Cole whispers, encouraging my debauchery with growly undertones.
