Page 85 of Saving Me
I knew what he was capable of, and I learned the hard way what he expected of a wife. If something around the house wasn’t to his liking or I forgot to pick up his dry cleaning, it would trigger something dark inside him.
On the good days, I was lucky if I just got a few angry words thrown at me, but on the bad days…the bad days I would feel soreness between my legs for days after. A constant reminder that I had let the devil into my life with no strength left to fight it.
Setting my phone down, I finish my bakery orders to keep my thoughts from spiraling. I need to get them ready for the morning deliveries. I’m putting the last of the orders in boxes when I get a text from Jake.
Jake
Hi beautiful. How’s the baking going? Save me any muffins?
This man has an insatiable sweet tooth, and I love being the one to feed it. Smiling, I type out my response.
Lyla
I just got done and have the orders all packaged up. And yes, I saved you some, as always.
I debate whether now is a good time to tell him about my call as I watch the three dots appear as he types.
Jake
I don’t know how I survived without you for so long. You’ve ruined me for store-bought muffins.
Lyla
I’m beginning to think you only love me for my baking skills.
Jake
That’s not the only reason. You make a mean taco, too, and those don’t get baked.
I grin as I read the response.
Lyla
Cute. You are quite the comedian.
Jake
Thank you.
Just so you know, if I named one thing I loved about you every day for the rest of my life, it would take lifetimes to get through the list.
I touch my necklace around my neck and feel the warmth spread through me.
Lyla
Mine would be just as long.
I hesitate before typing again.
Lyla
Is it okay if I borrow the van overnight for a couple of days next week? I need to visit my mom. It’s been a month since I saw her, and I want to check up on her.
My phone rings seconds later.
“What day are you planning on going?” He asks as soon as I answer.
“Probably Tuesday or Thursday so that I can be back for my deliveries. I might be able to make the trip in one day if I leave early enough.”
