Page 47 of Connected By Love
Travis
I’m spelling this out for you now just to make it crystal clear. I’ve missed you this week. I know I saw you on Monday and Wednesday, but it wasn’t enough. I miss you in my bed. I miss being in that sweet pussy of yours. I miss kissing you…touching you. I miss every fucking thing about you when you’re not around. So I need to know if you’re avoiding me and pulling back because you seemed to be in a hurry when you left my house, not giving me a chance to keep you there.
I hit send and let my words sink in. If I’m going to put myself out there, I’m not going to beat around the bush and waste time wondering what she’s thinking or doing. I need to know exactly what she’s feeling.
Travis
I need something back here, wildcat.
I type out when I don’t get a response right away.
I finally see the three dots appear and hold my breath.
Sophia
I’ve missed you too. I wanted to stay and almost did but the more time I spend with you and Max, the more my feelings get involved. You think you’re the only one who has something to lose if this doesn’t work out, but I would lose two people who I really care about. I know you’re still holding back, and there’s a lot I don’t know about you that you haven’t shared. I’m just giving you the space to figure out how much you want to let me in, and I’m protecting my heart by distancing myself some until you do.
I run a hand through my hair in frustration. She’s not wrong. I have been holding myself back when it comes totelling her about myself and my past. It’s so fucking hard for me to trust again, but I know I have to try if I want this to work.
Travis
I’m trying really fucking hard to put my trust in you. I want to make this work and let you in completely, and I will. I don’t like to talk about Max’s mom because it brings up a lot of shit that I don’t like to deal with, but I promise you that I’m going to work through it and tell you soon. I do want to let you in on something else that is a big part of my life, and I plan on showing you tomorrow if you still want to spend the evening with me.
I pace the room, praying to God she does. I feel like a kid in high school asking a girl out for the first time, and I don’t like this feeling, not one fucking bit.
Sophia
I still want to.
I breathe a sigh of relief, knowing she still wants to see me.
Travis
Good, because I would either be begging you right now or showing up at your door tomorrow to kidnap you, but either way, I’m keeping you tomorrow night.
Sophia
You can still beg. You on your knees in front of me is turning me on a bit.
I grin at the phone.
Travis
I’m not the one that is usually begging, but for you, I would gladly get down on my knees. But then you’re sweet pussy would be tempting me at that angle, and I would have to fuck you with my tongue ending with you begging me to let you cum.
Sophia
I’m going to hold you to that tomorrow night.
Grinning, I type back.
Travis
Good. I’ll let you get back to work. I’m picking you up on my bike at six.
Sophia
I’ll be ready.
