Page 61 of Connected By Stars
“I need you too…so fucking much.” I feel him at my entrance before he slides into me in one long thrust. I bite my lip to stop my cry at the sudden pain. “Holy fuck, you’re so tight. God, you feel so fucking unbelievable.” He starts to slowly move in and out, and the pain is quickly replaced with a million other sensations that have me meeting his hips, causing him to go deeper. I never knew it could be like this.
He takes my nipple into his mouth again, biting down before sucking hard. I arch my back and grip his hair hard as I cry out. He does the same to the other side, and I buck my hips faster to meet his. A deep pull forms in my core as he increases his pace. I wrap my legs around him and run my nails down his back as I hear a deep growl come from him. Digging my heels into his back, he pounds into me, hitting all the right spots until I can’t take it anymore. He reachesbetween us and pinches my clit hard, and I come undone around him.
I cry out his name as wave after wave of pleasure takes over my body. I hear him yell as he pours into me, causing me to clench and pulse around him. He milks out every last bit of my orgasm until there is nothing left of me to give.
He buries his face in my hair as we both try to come back down to our bodies. He kisses me gently before sliding out of me and bringing me to his stomach so he can wrap his arms around me from behind. I snuggle up against him and sigh. This is exactly how I pictured our first time, except it was more than I could ever imagine. My body has never felt so alive.
“I think I almost died for a moment by orgasm,” he says in a muffled voice behind me.
“So I did alright? You were happy?” I know he’s been with a lot of women, and I need to know my inexperience didn’t show.
“Are you serious right now? That was the best fucking sex of my life.”
I giggle and snuggle in deeper next to him, pleased that I made a good impression on him.
“What about you?” He asks from behind me.
“It was everything I thought it would be with you and more. So yeah, it was the best fucking sex of my life too.”
“Good. Just wait until I don’t have all this alcohol in me. You haven’t seen the best of me yet,” he says in a sleepy voice. I hear his breathing go even, knowing he’s fallen asleep. I close my eyes and drift off with his arms around me, knowing I’m exactly where I belong.
I wakeup still entangled in his arms. His leg is thrown around me, and I smile as I remember last night. Not wanting this moment to end, I snuggle back against him, causing my bottomto rub against him. I hear him moan as I feel him start to get hard. His hand around me is splayed across my stomach as he holds me there. Lowering his hand, he finds me already wet for him. I hear his sharp intake of breath against my back as I rub against his hand. I’m sore, but it’s a good kind of sore that I welcome.
He throws back the covers and turns me so I’m on my back. His dimpled grin meets me as he runs a finger over my breast, causing my nipples to harden.
“Good morning. It’s another first for me.” He trails his finger along both breasts before sliding it down my stomach. “I’ve never woken up to a beautiful girl in my bed before. I think I could get used to this, too.”
His hand goes lower and finds my wetness again. “You’re so ready for me again. Do you have any idea how beautiful you are right now and what you do to me every time I look at you?” I arch my back and moan as one of his fingers slides in. “Fuck,” he breathes. He’s watching me with such a hunger on his face, making me feel like I’m the sexiest thing he’s ever seen.
He moves over me and kisses my stomach licking and sucking his way down. Closing my eyes at the sensations, he spreads my thighs open wider and completely stops what he’s doing. I open my eyes to see why he stopped, and he’s looking at me in horror.
“Why is there some blood on your thighs, Bell, and the sheets?” His face turns pale, and I quickly look down and see a little dried blood. It’s a very small amount, but enough that he noticed.
“It’s nothing,” I quickly say, wanting to take that pained look off his beautiful face.
“Please tell me you’re on your period,” he says quietly.
“It happens the first time. I’m fine. I’ll go take a shower if it bothersyou.”
“You were a virgin?” I flinch at the way he saysvirginlike it leaves a bad taste in his mouth.
“Yes, I was. I’m sorry I’m not as experienced as you. You didn’t have any complaints when you fucked me last night.” I pull the sheets up to cover myself, feeling too exposed at the way he’s looking at me.
He winces at my words. “You think I’m upset with you for not being fucking experienced?” He gets off the bed and pulls on a pair of shorts from his bag. He runs his hands roughly through his hair. “Why didn’t you tell me?”
“I didn’t think it mattered. We’re both adults, and I wanted to be with you.”
“Jesus, Bell.” He paces the room, and I can see the torment in his eyes. “I’m so fucking sorry. I had no idea that was your first time.”
“Don’t, don’t you dare be fucking sorry. That was the best night of my life, and I won’t let you diminish what we did.”
He doesn’t listen to what I’m saying as the guilt seeps its way into him. “I let your first time be with a drunk guy. I was rough with you,” he rasps out. “Did I hurt you?” His pained green eyes meet my blue.
“No, I’m fine. I swear. Don’t feel guilty about this or regret it because I sure as hell don’t.”
“Noah’s going to kill me when he finds out. Not only did I sleep with his sister, but I took her virginity like some rough animal in heat. I could have hurt you,” he says again.
“But you didn’t. You would never hurt me. Noah doesn’t need to know about my sex life. It’s not his business whether I was a virgin with you or not. That’s between us.”
