Page 29 of Nothing To Lose
"Okay?" he rasps.
I nod, chasing his mouth again. "Don't stop."
He licks into my mouth, and my hips buck involuntarily. I think we both moan, but he pulls back again, pressing his forehead to mine. "We should slow down before we get too worked up. I don’t want to go too fast.”
Too fast for who?Because I'm nearing some kind of edge here, and I'm very ready to fall off. And it's not as if I don't know what an orgasm is, but I had no idea someone else could get me there by simply kissing me like this. No one told me it could feel this good.
I take a steadying breath, not wanting to humiliate myself by being over-eager. I’m sure coming in my pants the first time someone kisses me isn’t the first impression I want to make, especially if I want more to happen. And I do. Holy fuck I do.
Swallowing hard, I nod. Isaac stares at my throat as I do, his tongue darting out to wet his lips. Then he ducks his head, and his mouth is on my neck. I stretch my head back, giving him access. He licks and kisses his way down and across, gently sucking the flesh over the bump of my Adam’s apple. A sound like a whine caught on a gasp escapes me, and my dick twitches. I try to curl in on myself, but Isaac is still half hovering over me. He pulls back again, looking down between us with a strange expression. I drop my hands from his chest to cover my crotch, pressing down to keep from embarrassing myself completely.
“I think you liked that,” he says huskily.
“Well… yeah. That was…” I blow out a breath.
“Intense? Life changing? The hottest kiss of your life?”
Scoffing, I roll my eyes. “Considering it was my first real kiss, yeah,Icould say that. I doubt you could say the same, though.” My voice lowers to almost a whisper. “I’m sorry if it wasn’t–”
He surges down and takes my mouth again. Our tongues tangle together, and he sucks mine into his mouth. I almost want to cry at the electric sensation that tears through me.
“If you think this kiss was anything less than perfect for me, you are more mistaken than when you thought I was straight,” he says, trailing more kisses down my neck, licking into my collarbone. “I’m so fucking into you, Tyler.”
He really doesn’t need to talk me up like this. It’s only going to make it worse.
He raises his gaze to mine, and his eyes narrow like he can read my mind. “You don’t believe me?”
“That’s not it, I just–”
Isaac lowers his hips, pressing the proof of his arousal against mine. I choke and squeeze my eyes shut tight. My already flushed face burns even hotter.
“God damn,” Isaac whispers, and rolls his hips once. I cry out, and he groans.
“Isaac,” I whine. He captures my whimpers with his mouth, rubbing his erection against mine as I come undone. Heat explodes in my pants, coating the inside of my Calvins with a hot, sticky mess.
“Fuck, Tyler?—”
I bury my face in my hands, mortified by what just happened, even as my dick is still twitching. Isaac moves my hands and looks down at me with a dark, almost feral gaze.
“Don’t you dare be embarrassed,” he says, his voice almost growly. “Because that was so fucking hot.”
“You are so full of shit,” I laugh. My laugh is cut off by another roll of his hips that shoots pleasure up my spine.
“Does that feel like I’m lying?”
Holy hell.I’m two seconds from coming again.
His eyes widen. “If you get hard again, I’m in danger of losing control. I already want to rut against you until I pass out,” he says, burying his face in my neck.
“Do it,” I moan. He huffs, and it tickles my neck, making me laugh. When he smiles down at me, I bite my lip in what I hope is a seductive way, but my busted face might ruin the effect. “It’ll make me feel better.”
Isaac closes his eyes and groans, a pained expression furrowing his brow. Then he kisses me gently on the chin, my bottom lip, and both corners of my mouth.
“I plan on showing you all the ways we can make each other feel good, but it doesn’t need to happen right now. We have time. I don’t want you to regret us going too fast.”
I pout, which makes him chuckle. Then he bends down so his mouth is against the shell of my ear, his low voice sending shivers down my spine.
“All I can think about is how much I want to strip you out of your clothes and clean up your mess with my tongue.”
