I was so tired, but I couldn’t sleep because my mind wouldn’tstoptormenting me.
It wouldn’t slow down and let mebreathe.
All the colors and shapes.
All the faces and smells.
Everything was hitting me at once, and I couldn’t regulate myself.
Meanwhile, Pierce O’Neill kept talking to me.
Why wouldn’t he stop talking to me?
“So, what do you think?”
I stared up at him, confused and annoyed he wasstillspeaking to me. “About what?”
“Us making a go of it?”
He reached for my hand, and I was so startled that I didn’t stop him.
I was too goddamn stunned.
“A go of what?”
“Us, babe,” he chuckled, tucking a strand of hair behind my ear. “How do you feel about us making this official?”
“Official?” I strangled out, feeling physically sick.“Us?”
A group of boys walked past us then, and one of them shoved Pierce with his shoulder.
Thor, I noted.
Oh God, Hugh.
He was there, too.
But he wasn’t looking at me.
Instead, he was storming down the school hall with his two friends flanking him.
Yanking my hand free, I pressed my fingers to my temples, trying to steady myself, but everything feltwrong, wrong, wrong.
But everythingwaswrong.
What the fuck was I doing?
What the hell was wrong with me?
Shoving away from Pierce, I bolted into the girls’ bathroom, barely making it inside one of the stalls in time.
Falling on my hands and knees, I heaved as my body rejected the contents of my stomach over and over until there was nothing left to throw up.
Sagging forward, I sucked in a ragged breath, chest heaving, while my mind offered me a rare glimpse of clarity.
Of reality.
All the good in the world was gone.