Page 149 of Restitution
Kade cups my breasts and swipes his thumbs over my nipples, and the sensitiveness of them has me whimpering. “Because my girl is fucking beautiful and sexy, and I know how good she is when she’s on her knees.”
“I’m always good,” I reply, giggling when he tightens his grip on my chest and drags his teeth lightly against my throat. “We can’t do anything. We need to hurry up.”
Kade shakes his head. “I see no reason to hurry up.”
“Base has been waiting outside for five minutes already.”
“So? Fuck him,” he retorts then pauses. “No, fuck me. Or let me fuck you.”
“So youaretrying to have sex with me?”
“Yes.”
“Not happening,” I reply, and he lowers his head to my shoulder again, the water soaking his hair and making the dark strands fall over his forehead.
His cock twitches against my ass. “I’m going to die a born-again virgin.”
I let out a sound of disbelief. “You aresodramatic. Are you spending too much time with Base?”
“Probably.”
He groans again when I slap his hard-on away and hugs me to him. We stay under the water for a little while longer. I stroke my fingers down his arm, making sure I avoid the healing skin, then I turn in his arms to face him and brush my hands into his wet hair.
His eyes are sunken, and the colour in them is so dull. “You look like you could sleep for months.”
“Not yet,” he says, kissing my forehead. “I’ll sleep for months once I deal with Bernadette.”
I can’t wait. We’ll go somewhere with the dogs and just be together. Maybe one day there will be miniature versions of me and Kade too. But right now, in the middle of all this chaos, I’d rather only worry about Kade. No offence to Luciella, because I know her pregnancy wasn’t planned, but I’d be far too paranoid not to go to Russia as Base suggested. He called his grandfather after we checked on Bernadette, and he agreed to hide her, but she refused; said doing so would take her away from Base. Tobias was right – his wife thinks he’s dead after heroically running into a burning building to save lives, so they have a chance to be together.
Then there’s Kade’s assistant.
“Barry’s taking a huge risk being here. He could walk away and go live his life without anything biting him in the ass. What if Bernadette’s people find out she’s here?”
“They’re all dead,” Kade states. “Dad either freed them from her manipulation, or he shot them without hesitation. He kind of took out the underworld for me, and he’s only one person.”
Tobias, when triggered, is a machine. A maniac. And he doesn’t care about death or fear it, which makes him even more dangerous. He’s intelligent –insanelyintelligent. He strategically took out everyone gunning for his son without being detected by the police.
Still, despite his capabilities, I think he’s a goofball who gives the best hugs.
“Barry is still taking a risk.”
Kade nods and hums. “He’s loyal. Probably too loyal. But I know nothing I can say will change his mind. He hates Bernadette and everything she stands for. He… he witnessed me go througha lot, way before I forced myself back into your life.”
“I know,” I reply, sliding my arms around his neck and bringing our bodies together. “And you didn’t force yourself back into my life. You were always there, and I never once stopped loving and wanting you.”
“So you’ll let me fuck you?”
I roll my eyes. “No. I’m still on my period.”
He shrugs. “Shower. Water will wash away the blood while I pound into you. It’s a win-win. Besides, you have three holes I can use.”
For a second, I contemplate the other way, then I huff. “No.”
He laughs a genuine laugh that shows his straight white teeth and shakes his chest. “You loved it the last time.”
I know Kade is looking for comfort. When we’re joined as one, he can let go and all his worries wash away until he finishes. Sex was Kade’s punishment for so long, but with us, it’s his sanctuary. To feel the love and the care and the way we fit so perfectly.
We once said we fit like the perfect puzzle – two frayed jigsaw pieces trying to stick together but being forced apart. Now I think we’re fixed and solid in place, finally able to complete the beautiful, messy and magical picture of our life.
