Page 185 of Call the Shots
“Bear—”
“Did he put you through that?”
“Hey—”
“I’m going to kick the fuck?—”
“No, you’re not doing that. I didn’t use his name for a reason, we’re not talking about him.” She drew her arms around my neck again. “Relax.”
“You shouldn’t have had to?—”
“Relax,” she hummed. “Calm down, baby.”
I couldn't. My body locked above hers, the anger gathering at the edge of my thoughts, until she kissed my cheek, tugging me down again. The closer I came to her, the more I breathed her in. The more I breathed in, the more I calmed down until I buried my face in her neck.
“I’m sorry you had to go through that,” I mumbled.
“Sometimes, we’re stuck in traps. Sometimes we don’t even know they’re traps.”
Slowly, I traced my thumb along her skin. I couldn’t act like this was something I didn’t understand. “It was the same with me and Paisley. Sometimes, I didn’t want to…but her parents let me crash at their place and if I said no, I was worried things would get weird with me and Wade, so it didn't really matter if I didn't want to…yeah. You know.”
“I’m sorry.” June kissed my hair with her soft, sweet kisses I lived for. It was such a good fucking feeling. Caring for someone and having someone who cared. She hugged me. “I don’t ever want you to feel like that.”
“Me too. For you. You don’t have to act like you like something?—”
“Bear, I wasn’t acting earlier. I was into that too.”
I paused, taken aback. “What?”
“You eat pussy like nothing I’ve ever experienced,” she whispered, pebbling my skin with goosebumps. “The fact thatyou get so excited while you do it, you can’t wait to cum in me…I don’t know. It makes me feel like…I’m the prize.”
“Youarethe prize,” I said, husky, waiting for the inevitablegotcha!
“If you want, we can do it again.”
Like, on purpose? Go down on her, cum inside, and then this kind of cuddling where I could hold her as tight as I wanted in the raw, intimate minutes following…
My cock hardened, nudging her thighs, willing to say what I couldn’t. I knew June could feel it. Her breathing labored. She shifted underneath me, but I tightened my grip, keeping her still while my hard-on adjusted between her legs.
It was more than goosebumps. It felt like June tugged on the leash she kept around my neck.
Slowly, I pushed up to gaze down at her. She was flushed from sex, and the blush darkened the longer my eyes trailed over her, studying every inch. I could stare at her all day. She was goddamn beautiful, it made my heart pound so hard it hurt, and…
“I want to fucking devour you,” I rasped.
Her lips curved for a sweet smile. “Promise?”
I dipped down but June touched my jaw, a clear tug at my leash to keep me back. I hovered above her, muscles twitching with anticipation.
“I love seeing you like this,” she murmured.
“I’m hard again.” I shifted closer. “If you’re going to get me off, you need to finish the job.”
“I already got you off,” she teased.
“You’re my toy. A toy’s meant to be used, and you said I could have anything I want.”
“I’m too sensitive.”
