I need to look up, and the moment my eyes hit his eyes, he’s full-on smiling that know-it-all smile. His barbell lifts with his brows. He definitely caught me checking himout.
 
 I scribble a giantzeroon my piece of paper and flash it tohim.
 
 He rolls his eyes, his smile out of this fuckingworld.
 
 Jane narrates, “At twenty-seven, he’s the second oldest bodyguard in Omega. A maverick and an Aries, Farrow can make a delicious egg and baconsandwich.”
 
 Beckett gives Jane awhat-the-fuckface.
 
 Jane shoos her brother. “He’s the most medically savvy and also professionally MMA-trained. Farrow,” she says as he stops and takes a candy cane from Donnelly, “who is your favoritecelebrity?”
 
 He speaks into the candy cane. “Everyone but MaximoffHale.”
 
 God, I’m smile-grimacing. There’s something seriously wrong withme.
 
 “Boo,” Sullisays.
 
 “That’s two zeroes,” I tellFarrow.
 
 His lips quirk. “I think you mean twoperfect tens.” He sits at the booth, and his tattooed fingers push his white hair out of his eyelashes, too sensually.Fuckme.
 
 “No.” I lick my lips. “I meantzeropluszero.Which equals a load ofnothing.”
 
 “And look at that,” he smiles wide, “your honesty merit badge isgone.”
 
 I’d react somewhat differently than cringing, but my head and stomach feel weird. Like dizzy? I don’t know yet. I tear my gaze off his, but I sense him studying myfeatures.
 
 “Oscar Oliveira,” Janeannounces.
 
 He emerges in red silk boxers, and he baby-oiled his golden-brown skin, his abs shiny and moredefined.
 
 “Cheater,” Donnellyboos.
 
 Oscar struts down the hall. “You were never going to win,Donnelly.”
 
 I sip my eggnog. I can’t tell if the taste is off or not. Did I give Sulli the right mug? I did…I’m not drinking alcohol.I’mnot.
 
 Right?
 
 “…a thirty-year-old Taurus,” Jane narrates, “and Yale graduate, this former pro-boxer likes snack breaks and not very much surprises him. Nothing catches this man off-guard.”
 
 Oscar halts and flexes abicep.
 
 “Oscar,” Jane says, “if you were a candy bar, what candy bar would yoube?”
 
 “Snickers. You’re not yourself withoutme.”
 
 Laughter, and Donnelly drums the table. I stare at my mug, fixed on the creamy liquid.I drank alcoholblares in my head on highalert.
 
 A lump lodges in my drythroat.
 
 “Maximoff.”
 
 “What?” My head swerves—Farrow isrightnext to me. On the couch. Jesus Christ. I didn’t even see him walk over here. It’s not like he had far to go but…I’m fixating on stupid things. Avoiding my reality.I drankalcohol.
 
 I gorigid.
 
 “What’s wrong?” hewhispers.