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I should have protected her. If I had picked her up from work, or let her borrow my car, she wouldn’t have gotten into the car with a stranger. I know she would tell me not to beat myself up, but I can’t help it. For years, I thought over and over about how I could have saved her. We would have been happy, living like normal siblings. I wouldn’t have killed anyone. And she wouldn’t have killed herself.
When a small hand lands on my back, I nearly jump out of my skin. I didn’t even hear the shower door open. Turning around, I look down at a naked Talon, his eyes roaming my face. I back into the corner of the steamy space, trying to make myself as small as possible.
“You okay?” he asks, reaching towards my face. “You’re still bleeding.”
Swallowing thickly, I say, “I’m fine. Or I will be. Nothing some soap, water and some glue won’t fix”
“You need a new bandage,” Javier says from behind him—just as naked—pointing at the soiled one on my arm and wrapped around my hand. “They’re soaked through. And the water isn’t helping.”
I can’t stop looking at them, wondering what is going on. Are they… “What is this? Aren’t you both…aren’t you afraid of me?”
Talon’s lip trembles and he nods. “Yeah. Scared shitless. But…I don’t know. We can’t seem to let you go. No matter how ugly your life is.”
It takes a few tries to swallow past the lump in my throat. There’s so much I want to say. So much I want to tell them, but all that comes out is, “Okay. Let me clean up and we can lie down.” I check their reactions to see if they want me to lie down with them. I’m relieved when they both nod.
As if I can’t help myself, I grab Talon and pull him close, kissing him deeply. I nearly sob when he returns it, his small hands on my biceps, but carefully avoiding my wound.
When I’ve plundered his mouth, hoping to put all my pain, hurt, gratitude, and love into it, I do the same to Javier.
How did I manage to fall in love with two men in less than a week? I’ve never been in love before, but it’s supposed to take longer, right?
Somehow, the two of them burrowed their way under my skin, into my heart, making it hard to think about letting them go.
My dick is hard as a rock, being so close to them and all their smooth naked skin. All I want to do is make love to them, to show them that they’re mine as much as I’m theirs.
With strength I didn’t know he had, Talon climbs up my body, wrapping his legs around my waist as he plants his lips on mine.
“You scared me,” he whispers, kissing me again. “Don’t do it again.” His voice is hard, though it quivers with fear.
“I won’t, little one. I swear it.” Javier steps beside us and I bring him in for a kiss. “I promise, baby boy. I’m so sorry.”
“Make me feel it. Convince me that you mean it,” Talon demands. Any other time, I would scold him for giving me orders, but am I still his Daddy? I don’t know where we stand right now, other than knowing I need to let him know that I’ll never hurt him again, and I’ll never let him go.
Javier passes me a bottle of conditioner and I quickly coat my finger and stretch Talon. Then I lube myself up and glide into him, burying my entire length into his waiting body.
He cries out and shivers, rolling his hips down on me.
My arm and hand are protesting, but the pain won’t stop me from making him feel how serious I am about him, aboutbothof them.
I get a better hold on Talon and reach out for Javi, dragging him in close. I kiss him as I thrust into Talon. My little one’s blunt nails scramble across my back, moaning his pleasure.
Javier pulls back from my mouth, putting his back against the shower wall. “Let me watch you with him. He needs you…Daddy.”
My heart squeezes and tears blur my vision. They still want me to be the one that takes care of them. They still trust me.
I drag Javi in for one more kiss, then drop my hand under Talon’s ass and fuck him in earnest. I press his back to the shower wall and thrust up into him while moving him down on my dick. He takes all of me, whimpering every time I surge up.
“Yes, Daddy,” he murmurs, biting his plump bottom lip. “Feels so good. Don’t…please don’t hurt us again.”
“I won’t, little one,” I say through gritted teeth as I roll my hips. “I won’t. Please don’t leave me.”
Javier steps closer and kisses first me, then Talon, his hand on his cock moving quickly. “We won’t. We’re not going anywhere.”
The orgasm I didn’t know was right at the tip of my dick shoots out of me at his words and into Talon, coating his walls. He’s not far behind, pitching over the cliff only a second or two later. Javier’s nut joins ours as he comes on a loud groan.
We all stand there, breathing heavily, and wrapped up in the newfound trust we just established.
I’ll never leave them. I’ll never let anyone hurt them. They’re mine, and if anyone tries to hurt them, I’ll kill them slowly.
