Page 39 of Leave Me
Fowler huffed a humorless laugh and rubbed his beard. “I should be asking you that question.”
Taking the few steps needed to reach him in the open space, I cupped Fowler’s face in my hands. “I had time to process, we got some answers, and now, I need you.”
Fowler’s eyes darkened as he wrapped his hands around my back to pull me against him. I wasn’t sure if his cock had softened, and mine perked back up at his proximity.
“How do you need me, Ri?”
Smirking, I squeezed my hand between our bodies to give his hardness a caress where it lay heavy on my stomach. “I’ve never gone into heat before, but I’ve read some knotting smut in my day.”
“Oh, really?” Fowler growled deep in his chest, where I could feel it more than hear it.
“I was curious.” Shrugging, I popped the button on his pants and shoved my hand between us to grip him over his briefs. “Are you going to give me a demonstration?”
His lips were on mine before my next breath, holding me too tightly to allow any further stroking. Fowler kissed me like he was starving and I was a juicy burger, and I let myself be taken.
Lifting me with his hands under my thighs, I barely registered his steps before I was deposited on the bed. Fowler thrust his hips into mine, then stopped abruptly, looking down between us.
“Since when do you have two dicks?”
A laugh burst out of me at his random question, and I remembered why I’d stopped at the market. “It’s lube.”
He raised an eyebrow. “So you did plan to get lucky tonight?”
“I was hoping,” I admitted, tracing a finger under his jaw and down to the V of his shirt. “I had condoms too, but they’re in my jacket, back in my mom’s car. Shit, Mom’s car!”
“Shh, it’s okay.” Fowler gave me a chaste kiss and balanced on his forearms. “Rel texted that he would take it to her and let her know you were with me.”
“Oh, good…” I trailed off and felt myself blushing. “Did he tell her why?”
“I didn’t ask.” Fowler grinned down at me. “Though she was more than happy to see me stopping by to check on you earlier.”
Not wanting to know what all my mom said, or to think about her when I had one thing on my mind, I unbuttoned the top of Fowler’s shirt. “I have something I need you to check on right now.”
Fowler looked concerned until he saw the flirty look I was giving him. “What’s that?”
Licking my lips, I met his eyes and made my intentions clear. “Undress me and then have your way with me, Fowler.”
For a minute, we were all hands and laughter as we got in each other’s way more than we helped with getting undressed. Then we were backin the same position, Fowler hovering over me with my legs bracketing his waist, but with our bare skin touching.
Running my hands along his back, I reveled in the feel of his muscles all over me. Fowler kissed along my jaw, making his way down my neck. Lapping at my nipple, he circled the pink nub and had me arching off the bed.
“Fuck, they’re sensitive!” I cursed when he sucked one into his mouth and flicked his tongue over it while toying with the other one. “Fowler,” I begged, though I wasn’t sure if I wanted more or for him to stop.
“Don’t worry, Ri. I’ve got you.”
The sound of Fowler’s deep, raspy voice using my childhood nickname to promise he’d take care of me had my cock twitching. I wanted more of him everywhere, but one spot felt particularly empty.
“I need…” I started, but stopped myself when the recognizable sound of the lube bottle being clicked open had me prying my eyes open. “Yes, open me up.”
Fowler sat back on his heels and ran a hand down my body, ignoring my aching cock and balls to find my hole. I keened at the touch, but his brows furrowed. “You’re already a little wet for me?”
“I prepped,” I panted. It had been a few hours, but there was bound to be a little wetness from my shower prep. “Don’t stop.”
“I don’t think it’s from that,” Fowler told me cryptically.
When he added lube and pushed his finger past the outer ring of muscles, I forgot to ask. He thrust in a few times until he could brush my p-spot. Leaning over me, Fowler kissed my jaw, and I caught the feral look on his face. He was in complete control of my body, and I loved it. Warmth gathered in my lower belly, spreading up my spine, and I knew I was close.
“Do you know what slick is, Ri?” Fowler’s words pulled me from the edge, and I met his eyes, shaking my head. “Your body will create a lubricant of its own to allow my Alpha cock to slip into you with ease. Do you think you’ll squirt for me?”
