I’ve played with plenty of toys, but I’ve never squirted before, and now… now…
 
 “I’m going to…”
 
 Justin lifts his head and watches me squirt this time, barely suppressing a groan.
 
 “Faster.”
 
 “I’m barely holding on, baby,” he rasps. “Your ass keeps squeezing the life out of my cock. I’m too close to coming.”
 
 “So am I. Don’t hold back. Please. I need to feel this. I’m so full. So perfectly full. Now I need a little more.”
 
 Holding me tighter, he moves faster, and for a second, I swear I go blind. I bury my face in the blankets, moaning into them as I’m double fucked.
 
 “Yes, yes…” Haze filters over me and warmth blooms in my stomach. “Justin,” I cry out loudly as I come.
 
 “Fuck.” Justin buries his head in my neck. “Jade…”
 
 He moans loudly in my ear as his warmth fills me. I’m coming all over again, my abs so tight I can barely breathe.
 
 “Holy fuck,” I pant, tossing the vibrator to the side. I’ve never felt more empowered or confident. And that was a whole new realm of what sex and intimacy can be.
 
 Justin kisses across my shoulder. “That was…” He trails off, at a loss for words.
 
 “Mhm,” I agree.
 
 I tilt my head so I can kiss him, and his hot mouth on mine while he’s still buried deep inside me has me ready to go again.
 
 Or maybe not. I’m not sure I can move.
 
 Slowly, Justin slips out of me, then removes the toy, and the feeling of fullness fades. It’s not that I want it back right now, but I also feel empty without it.
 
 My breath shakes, and it takes a few minutes for me to get a good, deep breath in.
 
 “We should clean up,” Justin whispers.
 
 I nod, but it takes us a few minutes to get off the bed.
 
 Eventually, we end up back in the shower. Though it only takes Justin a few minutes to clean off, I take longer, making sure I feel okay everywhere and I’m fully cleaned off.
 
 When I get back to the bedroom, I find Justin has cleaned up the blankets he put down as a barrier and changed the sheets. Even though it’s only the middle of the afternoon, he’s under the covers waiting for me.
 
 I join him and our naked bodies instantly collide as we kiss.
 
 I’ve never come so hard in my life, and I should be fully sated, but the new experience has left me keyed up, ready for more.
 
 Justin gently bites my lip as he pulls away. “Did you enjoy that?”
 
 With a laugh, I nod. “Definitely. Did you? Because I really want to do that again.”
 
 “Thank fuck. It was so hot. “
 
 He kisses me hard.
 
 “Thank you,” I murmur against his lips. “For making me feel safe enough to try that.”
 
 “Thank you for letting me be your safe place.”
 
 We stare at each other for a moment, the words neither of us has said, dancing through the air.