Page 168 of Fractured Devotion
“You have until then,” I say. “After that, no one can save it.”
I watch Reyes for a moment longer, something tugging deep in my chest.
He’s worked here longer than most. I remember him from those early years—always in his corner, gentle and methodical, following orders without question. I used to respect that about him. His calm. His distance.
But maybe that’s the problem.
Maybe he chose not to see. Or maybe he saw everything and decided survival was simpler.
It doesn’t matter now. That gentle compliance has reached its end.
“You should’ve known,” I say softly, almost to myself.
Reyes looks up, startled by the edge in my voice.
But I don’t give him time to answer.
I turn and walk out, leaving him and Alec behind alone in the office that won’t be standing much longer.
Later, I find Mara near Records, sorting inventory.
I pause beside her, my voice low. “Mara,” I say, “I might be away for a while soon. I haven’t told anyone, so please keep this between us.”
She looks up, startled. “Is everything alright, Dr. Varon?”
“It will be,” I assure her with a calm I don’t feel.
She stares, searching my face, worry flickering behind her eyes.
After a moment, she speaks again, her voice softer, “If you do leave, take care of yourself. We all know how much you’ve had to carry.”
Her words settle heavily between us.
I let myself offer a small, honest smile—a goodbye wrapped in restraint. “Thank you, Mara,” I say softly. “For everything.”
She nods, sensing the weight of it, though she doesn’t fully understand.
I turn and walk away, leaving her in subtle confusion and something that feels like farewell.
The sun sinks low by the time the day winds down.
I gather my things, ignoring the lingering glances from the staff.
Alec appears as I step outside, his expression tight. “You sure about this?” he asks.
I nod, adjusting my coat. “I need to be alone tonight,” I say, my voice final.
He watches me for a long, heavy moment. “Be careful,” he says.
I offer a faint smile, then turn and walk away.
The streets are colder now, but I feel nothing.
I head toward Kade’s apartment, my every step purposeful.
The night swallows me whole.
And I walk willingly into its arms.
