Page 10 of The Forgotten
Quinn smiled gently at Gabe. “Pull over for a moment, love.”
“Why? There’s nothing here.”
“Because I’m one step ahead of you, and I don’t want you to crash into a tree.”
Gabe obediently pulled over and turned in his seat, his expression one of tense anticipation. He held out his hand and Quinn passed him the mobile. Gabe sucked in his breath as he beheld his daughter for the first time. An expression of pure wonder lit up his face, and Quinn’s vision blurred with unshed tears. She’d hoped that the first time Gabe beheld his child would be when their own child was born, but she couldn’t begrudge him this. For Gabe, this was a wondrous moment, and her heart nearly burst with tenderness for him.
“I don’t think you’ll be requesting a paternity test,” she said, her voice shaky. “She’s the spitting image of you.”
“She is, isn’t she?” Gabe replied as he used the back of his hand to wipe his damp cheeks.
TEN
JANUARY 1346
Dunwich, Suffolk
The children huddled closer to the fire, desperate for its meager warmth. A gale-strength wind was blowing off the sea, leaving the small house barely above freezing. Some of the rich merchants in town had glazed windows, but most houses in Dunwich had nothing besides wooden shutters to stand in the way of the cold, and the draught that was strong enough to nearly put out the fire in the grate. Petra ladled out some broth and handed around slices of bread. The children looked disappointed, but that was all she could manage. She couldn’t afford to buy meat, but she had managed to negotiate a fair price for some marrow bones, which she’d boiled for hours with an onion to get the most flavor from them. The money from the sale of the tools was about to run out, and it was time to consider something more drastic.
“I’m still hungry,” Ora complained. “I want some more.” Petra tore off a piece of bread from her own slice and handed it to her daughter, who reached for it eagerly.
“Here, take mine,” Edwin cut in. “Eat, Mama. You’ve grown thin,” he said, his eyes full of concern.
“I’m well, Edwin,” Petra replied. “I’m really not that hungry.”
Ora accepted the bread from Edwin while Elia held out a hand for her mother’s share. Everyone had lost weight, not just Petra, since one could hardly grow stout on broth and water-basedgruel. Their diet would grow a bit more varied once the warm weather arrived and there would be apples, peas, and root vegetables to supplement their meals, but the winter months were always lean, even when there was enough to buy food.
“I could go with Alfric and set some snares,” Edwin offered. Alfric was his only friend, a boy several years younger and two heads taller, who’d taken on the role of man of the house since the death of his father. Edwin doted on Alfric, and Alfric, in turn, tried to teach Edwin everything he knew. Alfric was mature for his years and surprisingly enterprising for a boy of ten. He set snares in the woods outside of Dunwich and brought fat rabbits and squirrels for his mother’s pot. Alfric sold the fur to merchants of his acquaintance, who paid him less than the going rate because he couldn’t sell the fur openly.
“I forbid you to set snares,” Petra replied, her tone firm. “That’s poaching, and if you get caught, you’ll be severely punished. I won’t have it. It’s not worth the risk.”
“But, Mother, no one minds if you catch a few squirrels or badgers. Alfric says that lowly creatures are not subject to Forest Law, since the nobles wouldn’t stoop to eating their meat. He was caught once, last Michaelmas, but was released immediately, having only been apprehended with two squirrels on him. There was no harm done, and his family ate well for a whole week.”
Petra didn’t think Edwin would get caught, not if he went with Alfric, who knew every track and hollow in the woods, but the strain might bring on an attack, and Alfric, still being a child despite his maturity, might tell someone. It was too much of a risk, although a bit of meat certainly wouldn’t hurt any of them, nor would the extra money from the sale of the skins.
Edwin looked sullen but didn’t argue, taking his mother’s word as law. Instead, he used the crust of his bread to wipe hisbowl, soaking up every last drop of broth before setting the empty bowl aside. Petra could understand his frustration. At nearly twelve, he was at an age when decisions about his future needed to be made. He was frightened and unsure of what the future held, and Petra’s heart went out to him. She had an idea but would have to give it some more thought before voicing it to anyone. She didn’t think Maude would approve, but Petra could make her see the benefits of the arrangement if it came to pass.
“What am I to do, Mother?” Petra asked the older woman as they sat by the hearth after the children had gone to bed. “We have enough food for a few more days, a week at most, if we halve our portions.”
“Go see Lady Blythe,” Maude said, pinning her daughter with her pale-blue gaze. Maude had been a beauty once, but a life of hardship and loss left her looking haggard and older than her forty-six years. Maude had buried two husbands and three children, all of them sons who might have looked after her in her old age. Petra was the only family she had left, and Maude felt Petra’s suffering keenly. She wished only to help, but the mention of Lady Blythe caused Petra to square her shoulders and glare at her mother with defiance.
“Mother, I can’t.”
“You can, and you will. You’ve no other choice. Go beg an audience tomorrow. She’ll see you. Now, off to bed with you.”
Petra climbed into bed and shivered as she curled into a ball. The excitement of sleeping alone had worn off quickly, leaving her wishing that she had a husband to take care of her and keep her warm. Cyril had been a tyrant, but he’d been a good provider and a hard worker who took pride in his labors. Now she was alone, with no one to help her or offer advice. Her mother was right, of course, as always. This was no time for false pride. Shehad a family to support, and at the rate they were going, they wouldn’t last till spring.
Petra barely slept a wink that night. The prospect of having any future dealings with Lady Blythe left her feeling anxious and unsettled; old memories and fears came back to haunt her. Petra had been placed in Lady Blythe’s household when she was eleven, having outlived her usefulness at home. Her father died when she was four, leaving Maude in no better position than Petra found herself in now. An opportunity to remarry presented itself quite soon after the period of mourning was over, and Maude seized it with both hands, thankful to have someone who was willing to look after her and her daughter. The man Maude married was a grain merchant, who was well-respected and admired in the community. Alfred Cummings had been recently widowed and needed a mother for his two young sons. His daughter, who was fourteen at the time, was already betrothed, and would be married on her sixteenth birthday. Diana took an interest in Petra, never having had a sister, but their budding relationship was cut short by Diana’s marriage. Her husband’s family had a fine house on the other side of Dunwich, so Diana rarely visited, especially once she gave birth to her first son.
The marriage was happy at first, Alfred and Maude savoring a period of marital unity and affection. Maude enjoyed being a mother to Alfred’s sons, finding the boys to be both respectful and pliable. Within five years, Maude was blessed with three sons of her own, making her happiness complete, especially since Alfred glowed with pride at having five healthy sons. Life might have been very different had Maude and Alfred’s children survived infancy. The boys died in quick succession, leaving Maude, who’d always been lively and optimistic, broken and sad. By that time, Alfred’s boys were already out of the house, havingbeen apprenticed to a blacksmith and a carpenter, and the house became ominously silent and tainted with misery.
After a time, Alfred’s grief turned to anger, which he began to take out on his helpless wife, whom he blamed for the death of his children. It was at that time that his attention turned to his fair-haired, blue-eyed stepdaughter. Petra was on the verge of womanhood, her body blossoming and her allure increasing by the day, a fact that she was completely unaware of. Maude, having noticed the way Alfred looked at her daughter, wasted no time in securing a place for her in Lady Blythe’s household, claiming that it was time Petra learned something of the real world and a woman’s place in it. Alfred did not object. He was honest enough to admit to himself that having Petra under his roof posed a danger to his immortal soul.
Lady Blythe Devon was a wealthy widow, and a force to be reckoned with. She had taken over her husband’s business interests upon his death and vowed to make the family the most successful wool merchants in Suffolk. They had been well-to-do already, but Lord Malcolm had a weakness for gambling, losing much of his profit at dice before it even made it into the coffers. Lady Blythe would tolerate no such setbacks in the future. She ruled with an iron fist, using her sons to do her bidding. Thomas was the elder, and the more practical of the two. Rather than try to fight his mother for control, he allowed her to take the reins and quietly went along with Lady Blythe’s plan, part of which was that he marry the daughter of a competitor and consolidate their operation. The girl was no beauty and didn’t have much to recommend her in terms of character, but Thomas did his duty and their holdings doubled practically overnight.
Thomas spent much time in Lincolnshire and Wales, negotiating the purchase of fleeces and sending sacks of wool back to Dunwich with a team of trusted pack-whackers, who drove theponies home. The wool was then picked over by pickers, who divested it of any bits of dung, leaves, and vermin, then prepared it for shipment to customers, many of whom were overseas in the Low Countries, making the proximity to the port a valuable asset.
While Thomas was away, Lady Blythe spent her time wooing buyers and securing sales, engaging the services of her youngest, Robert, for those merchants who had no wish to deal with a woman. Robert was only seventeen at the time, but he was wily and smart, qualities that his mother put to good use.
