She came onto me a few hours ago and I went there. I hadn’t fucked her yet, and I thought maybe that was what my problem was, you know?
For months I have felt myself gravitating towards Sky, fuck, I hadn’t touched a woman since meeting her, which should have been a fucking eye opener, but she was a job. I knew this, so when Lacey came onto me, I didn’t say no. I took her to my room, wrapped up, then fucked her bent over my bed.
She came twice while I, well, I had to fucking think of Sky to get off, which pissed me off, and I ended up kicking Lacey out, much to her dismay. I scrubbed myself stupid for an hour to get her nasty stench off me, but my skin still crawls.
“Okay, so?” Viper says with confusion as he crosses his arms over his chest, and I admit, “I feel guilty, like I cheated.”
He frowns and asks, “What?” as confusion etches off him until I admit, “I’m in love with Skylar,” and he drops his arms in shock, and I pace again.
“Fuck,” I curse, “I can’t even go there, and not just because of Brick and Blade,” I stop and look at him, placing my hands on my hips, “I’m lying to her…”
He chews his bottom lip, his hazel eyes assessing me before he asks, “Are you sure?”
I scoff, “Brother, not only have I spent eight fucking months spending all my time when I’m not at Dark Angel’s Motors with her, getting to know the amazing woman that she is, I knew she was mine the moment we locked eyes. I just decided to ignore it but I fucking can’t any longer.”
I heave a sigh and pace again and explain, “It’s like when she’s not around, I can’t fucking breathe, and when she is, nothing else can get my focus. My whole body is humming for her, and I just, fuuuuck!”
“Okay, brother, take a breather…” Viper says, but I shake my head, and he sighs, “Make her yours then,” and I stop and look at him with a raised brow because we both know that is fucking impossible.
He shrugs and states, “With all due respect for our president, fuck him,” I snort. He scoffs, “He’s treated his old lady like shit, demanding she just be okay with the fact he fathered a child, something he would have killed her for if it was the other way round. He ensures Blade followed him with his thinking, breaking their bond, along with everyone else making his own wife a fucking outcast within the club. She’s doing shit on purpose to get herself kicked out while everyone seems to believe she’s being a bitch, something both of us can see through and then he ordered you behind every old ladies back including his own knowing none of them would agree to deceive a woman. He hasn’t even tried to speak to her since she was ten years fuckingold,” he nods once, “You want her then fucking make her yours and tell Brick where to go. You won’t lose your patch, everyone will riot, fuck, you don’t even need to tell him.”
I tilt my head and ask, “And what about my lying to her, brother?”
She won’t be able to forgive me for lying to her, fuck, she thinks I was new to town with no fucking family around…
“You tell her the truth when you are ready to hand her your cut or when you think she’s ready to receive it,” he says, and I swallow hard before Blade comes into view, making me tense.
Fuck, how long was he standing there for?
Viper side-eyes him while angling his body a certain way so our soon-to-be Pres doesn’t fucking kill me while Blade assesses me.
“Viper’s right, fuck my dad, well, not literally, but yeah, you want my sister, then go fucking get her,” he states, and I raise a brow at him while Viper smirks.
“A bit brave of you, Blade, encouraging one of your best friends to date your little sister,” Viper goads, and I narrow my eyes at the fucker, making him grin.
Blade chuckles and admits, “I saw it coming,” shocking us both, “Dad fucked up, he knows when a brother claims someone, they are fucking theirs. I don’t know how, but I knew you’d want to claim her and I’m all for it especially if it means bringing her home where she belongs.”
I tilt my head and ask, “And what about Anna?”
He sniffs hard and admits, “She’ll be okay. Mama will love her, I know it if she gives her a chance and maybe then everyone will shut up.”
“You do know no one has actually witnessed your mama being nasty to Skylar, right?” I confirm, and he nods and replies, “I know, and I’m not stupid. Her actions lately, or since she knew Dad cheated, her pulling away, she wants out, but in his ownstupid way, he loves her. He’s just clouded through jealousy to see what he’s been doing wrong, has been since finding her in bed with the prospect. When she finds out Dad ordered you to lie to her, she’ll fucking flip and he’ll most likely have to tie her to the bed,” he looks at Viper and then at me and states, “Go claim her brother, you have my blessing,” he smirks, “not that you’d need it anyhow.”
I snort as he pats Viper's back, then continues walking towards his room. Viper raises a brow at me and asks, “Well, what are you waiting for?”
I scrunch my nose and admit, “Not to be still feeling Lacey on me,” and he laughs as he knocks on my door frame twice before walking away, his laughter following him, and I roll my eyes.
“Fucking dick,” I mutter and walk to my shared bathroom, needing another fucking shower.
Two days later I slowly lick my bottom lip as I lean against my truck, my eyes on the campus hall doors where Skylar is currently taking one of her exams.
Double fucking major. My girl is smart as fuck.
I quickly cross my right foot over my left to stop the nervous bouncing of my leg. I’m taking both Viper’s and Blade’s advice from two days ago, and I’m making Skylar mine. Well, today, I’m making it known I want her. Then, after wooing her like fuck for two months, ensuring she falls madly and deeply in love with me so the thought of us not being together makes her feel sick, I’ll tell her everything after informing Brick that I’d been seeing his daughter and that I’m going to tell her the truth.
Sounds like a good plan.
I sigh, crossing my arms over my chest. Fuck, she’s never going to speak to me again when she finds out the truth.