Page 94 of Lost Room Lawyer
My gaze drifted back to him—his loving, kind eyes and the sincerity he showed me.
Everything faded away.
The past, the years of hiding, the fear. There was only Nico and me. The way he touched me, caressed me, and made me feellike he was truly there for me dismantled all the barriers around me, making this one thought become clearer and clearer.
In all those years with the callboys, I had only let one person fuck me, and that was Juri. It had always been about control. I needed it, because the fear that my house of cards might collapse was too great.
With Juri, I had felt safe in some twisted way—otherwise, I probably wouldn’t have offered him my services afterward.
But where I had thought that feeling couldn’t be surpassed, I was just proven wrong. Nico had completely turned my world upside down and, in the process, earned my trust.
“What’s wrong?” he asked. “Is everything okay?”
In disbelief, I shook my head and smiled. “Yes, I …”
“Are you sure you’re alright?” Nico sounded concerned.
“Would you… Would you top me?”
“Can I?”
His question made me laugh, and all my nervousness evaporated. “Yes, do it.”
Something changed in Nico’s expression. His gaze darkened, and his eyes sparkled with desire. A mischievous grin spread across his face as he stood up and offered me his hand.
“Come with me.”
With my heart pounding, I let him guide me to the bed. Nico drew back the blanket and then turned to me. Heat surged through my veins as he slowly guided me backward until the bed touched the backs of my knees, forcing me to sit down. With a fervent kiss, he climbed on top of me with a predatory intensity.
“Have you done this before?” he asked.
I nodded breathlessly. “Yes, but it’s been a while.”
“Then we’ll take it slow.”
Nico kissed his way down my chest, nibbled on my nipples, and continued lower until he reached my penis. “Damn, you’re so sexy!” he said, caressing the tip. “How do you like it?”
“Take me from behind,” I said, sliding forward to the edge of the bed.
As Nico prepared a condom and lube, I positioned myself on all fours. Moments later, he began to focus on me, and a glance over my shoulder revealed his intense enthusiasm. The hungry look in his eyes, as if he had just received a prized gift, was unforgettable. Licking his lips, he tilted his jaw slightly forward and then eagerly began.
I hadn’t anticipated Nico diving straight into rimming me. The sensation of his wet tongue on my entrance elicited a soft moan from me with every touch.
Damn, it had been a long time. The last experience was with Juri in the fall. I braced myself for the anticipated pain, but I also remembered how good it could feel, so I had no intention of stopping.
Nico was thoroughly enjoying his exploration. Every touch sent electric impulses through my body. Gently and with a lot of patience, he prepared me with the lube.
“Don’t make me wait any longer,” I urged.
My plea had an effect because I soon heard the crinkling of the condom wrapper. “Let me know if it’s too much,” Nico cautioned as he coated his length with gel.
Then I felt his cock against my ass. He ran the tip along my crack—I would’ve given anything to see that.
“Are you ready?” he asked, planting a kiss on my shoulder.
“Yes, damn it,” I replied with a laugh.
Nico entered me slowly, inch by inch. A sharp pain shot through my abdomen, and I gasped from the effort.
