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I did. I fucking loved that he found the sexual side of me hot. That he foundanypart of me hot.
All this time, I’d lusted after an angel. In reality, it was a demon I needed to set my heart and soul aflame.
This demon. My demon.
My mate.
“Is this what you want?” I purred, my buried confidence surfacing. “You want me to show you how much I’m enjoying this?”
“Fuck yes,” Jem hissed as I circled his hole. “Don’t be gentle with me, Noah. Take me like you own me.”
I leaned over to capture his mouth once more while my fingers deftly worked him open. It might’ve been a while since I’d done this, but I’d had plenty of practice prepping myself.
It was far more fun with Jem. I watched his reactions, fascinated by how he writhed as I slid my digit into his tight heat. The way his lips parted as I added a second finger. The moans that reverberated from deep in his chest as I kissed along his abdomen.
Most of all, I loved how his eyes rolled back in his head when I found his prostate.
“Fuuuuck,” he moaned, his cock twitching as I gave that special spot all the attention it deserved. “Noah, I need you inside me.”
I kissed the inside of his knee. “Soon, Jem.”
“No, now.” He shot me a beseeching look that I had no hope of refusing. “Please, Noah. Get. Inside. Me.”
I carefully withdrew my hand and rose up on my knees. Smirking down at Jeremiah, I didn’t look away as I lubed up my cock. “I should’ve known you’d be a bossy bottom.”
He cracked a grin at that. “Like you’ll be any different.”
“You’re not wrong there.” God, that felt freeing. I’d wanted to be bossy before, but I hadn’t felt safe enough.
I didn’t need to worry about that with Jem.
I glanced down at his loosened hole. It was shiny and wet, begging me to bury myself there. I should have felt as safe now as when the situation was reversed. But still, I hesitated.
What if I was as terrible at this as Lyle said I was?
“Stop thinking, sweetheart,” Jem said huskily. He put his hands under his thighs and lifted until his knees were against his chest. “This is going to be amazing. All you need to do is enjoy yourself. That’s literally the only thing I need from you.”
Once again, Jem had my fears disappearing…unlike the smoke now filling the room. I threw up a quick shield to protect my furniture before lining myself up. With my insecurities buried, my confidence had returned.
Or, more accurately, my cockiness.
“Are you sure that’s all you need?” I crooned, circling Jem’s hole with the head of my dick. “I kind of thought you needed something else too.”
Jeremiah swore under his breath, a vein popping in his forehead. “Noah, I swear, I’ll find your dildo if I need to.”
Ooh, Jem riding one of my dildos sounded like amarvellousplan…for another time.
He wasn’t the only one desperate for this.
I wasn’t sure which of us groaned louder as I finally pushed inside him. His slick, tight heat had a stranglehold on my cock. Despite already coming once, my balls drew up tight at the feel of him.
This. This is right. This is what you’ve been missing.
It hadn’t been attention or love from someone else that I’d been lacking.
It had just been Jeremiah.
Now that I had him in my life, I was never letting him go.
