“Oh, okay. Let’s head upstairs then. That’s fine with me,” Bren said with a smile.
“Try to take it easy, Elle,” Logan said with a wink as I rolled my eyes and left the room with Bren.
We walked into the apartment-sized master suite and sat on a couch in the corner of the room. My heart should have been beating out of my chest, but I was in full control of all my emotions.
“You don’t mind me doing this, right?” I asked, rubbing along his tense arm.
“No. Don’t know why you want to take it to the room, but I kind of have a feeling you’re expecting me to get out of control while you feed?”
“Why haven’t you been with a woman?”Did I just really come out and ask that question on Logan’s lame assumption.
Bren’s cheek dimple popped when he folded his hands and leaned his elbows on his knees. “It’s kind of how I am, I guess. Not that I wasn’t ready, but I just never saw the point in fucking chicks just to fuck them. I wanted my mate to have all of me.”
“And Jen was your mate.”
“No. Once we merged with you, it became clear to all of us that she wasn’t our mate.”
“Maybe the merge fucked with that. Maybe your loyalty and love were always to her, and we sort of screwed it all up.”
I tucked a loose strand of his shiny black hair behind his ear, and when his eyes met mine, they were filled with love and compassion. “You are my mate, Elle. I don’t grieve the loss of Jen’s life or mateship. It’s all you.”
“If I drink from you, and you want more, I want to give you more, Bren.”
“I could probably hurt you, and I’m not fucking kidding when I say that.”
“I doubt that.”
I climbed on his lap and felt his hardness already begging for me. I teased him by grinding a bit against his length. I could sense this guy had a lot to make up for, and I was going to give him whatever he wanted.
“God, I need to feed,” I said, horny and needing some strength just in case Bren wasn’t ready for this.
I tenderly ran my hands through his silky smooth hair and brushed my lips over his. “Thank you for this,” I said before running my lips along his smooth jawline and down to his neck.
Once my fangs entered Bren’s neck, the privacy in the room opened the shifter up a little bit more to the sensations he was experiencing. His hands gently ran over my back, gripped my ass hard, and pressed my pussy hard against his cock.
I moaned, hoping to encourage the shifter to not back down. I wanted to see his eyes when his dick felt the embrace of a pussy for the first time. I released his neck after I knew he wanted more. I’d had enough blood, and although I’d need more later, right now I wanted to give Bren a part of me he deserved.
“I want you to fuck me, Bren.” I thrust my pussy against his shaft, making him roll his eyes back while he smiled and groaned.
“I want to fuck you. I want to feel you. I want to taste you.”
“Take me to the bed, I’ve been pinned up against a damn wall all day.” I touched his lips with mine, only to have the shifter aggressively open his mouth and his tongue search harshly for mine. He was going to be rough, and my pussy was fucking overheating and desperate for it.
He stripped my clothes off my body while I jerked his shorts off. I glanced down at an oversized and delicious, dripping with precum dick. My dick. I would be the first and only person to claim, love, and cherish this treasured piece of life that was created to please the hell out of my body.
I managed to flip him onto his back on the bed and bring my face down to his dick and tight balls.
“You’re so fucking sexy,” I said. I licked the precum bead at the tip of his cock. “I want you to take my pussy. I think it’s fucking hot.” I wound my tongue around the tip of his cock, and up and down his long, thick shaft. “I love that this cock will be mine alone. This is the biggest fucking turn on of my life.”
I glanced up to see Bren’s white knuckles as he gripped the sheets at each of his sides. “You want me to swallow you?”
“Fuck, I don’t know.”
“How close are you, babe?” I asked, climbing back on top of him and kissing along his neck.
“Fucking close.”
“Why don’t you eat me while I suck you? I want to feel your tongue inside me eating the fuck out of my pussy while I suck every last bit of cum out of your cock. You up for this first round?”