Page 62 of Darkest Desire
The growl that leaves Nico’s throat makes him sound animalistic. “Take me in your mouth, sweetheart. And you can grip me harder. I can take it.”
“Can you?” I taunt before taking a deep breath and taking him into my mouth. He doesn’t go far in before I gag a little and pull back. “I can’t do too much.”
“Anything you can do is fine with me.” He brushes my hair away from my face. “Though I do love hearing you gag on my cock.”
I can’t help but flush. No, I remind myself. I’m trying to be brave and strong. Showing fear and shame is not going to help me right now.
I take Nico back in my mouth but this time, I don’t take him as deep. I focus on breathing through my nose as I run my tongue along his length. Taking his advice, I grip him harder. Nico gently thrusts his hips forward but he doesn’t jam his length into me. He’s being careful not to hurt me, I notice.
It’s touching. It also makes me hate him morebecauseit makes me like him more.
Being brave, I run my hand up his erection until I reach his balls. I gently skim my fingers over both of them. The sound that leaves Nico’s mouth makes me smile around his length. I have that power over him. I literally have him in the palm of my hand and it’s a good fucking feeling.
I continue to lick and gently suck him, getting better and better at it the more I do it. Nico gives me encouragement with his sounds and his hands. He wraps his hand over mine, showing how much pressure he likes.
I can tell when Nico starts to get close to his release. His breath comes out in shallow pants and his hips increase their pressure.
“If you don’t me coming in your mouth,” he says, “then pull back now.”
I don’t. I stay exactly where I am.
Nico groans his release and his semen enters my mouth. It’s mostly salty with very little taste. I sit back on my heels and stare up at him, swallowing his release. I’m proud and impressed with myself for that.
He smiles down at me. “Well.”
“Well.” That’s all I can think to say.
Chapter Eleven
Nico
Adrien and I arrive at one of the restaurants I own to meet with Giovanni Ricci, a high ranking mafia man. It’s time to expand our business and get new allies. Giovanni and I have known each other for years but we’ve never worked together, seeing each other as competition.
But after the attempt on my life by Mikhail, I need all the help I can get in growing as strong as I can so even Mikhail won’t think about coming after me.
“You look happy,” Adrien comments as we approach the restaurant.
“Sasha and I had a breakthrough yesterday.”
“Ah. So you finally fucked her.”
I keep my grin on my face but it stills a little. “No. Not yet. But we did other things. Things that she liked, even though she’s pretending she didn’t. She ignored me this morning. But Sasha will come around. She just needs time.”
“You always did like a challenge,” he says with a shake of his head. “I never liked a challenge. I liked women being nice and easy for me.”
I chuckle as I pat him on the back. “That’s why you’ll never find love one day, my friend.”
“You love Sasha?” His tone is pure incredulousness.
“I know I care for her. I know that I would kill for her, seeing as I have. But love? If that’s love, then sure. But I haven’t thought too hard about it. I’m just enjoying my time with her.”
“Even if she isn’t?”
“She is. She just won’t admit it.” I open the door to the restaurant and we take our seats at the back table, waiting for Giovanni to arrive.
“I can’t imagine being so possessive over one woman.”
“That’s because you get tired of any woman you date after one date,” I comment.
