Page 61 of Darkest Desire
And maybe it won’t. Maybe I’ll wake up from this dream and pretend it never happened.
But for right now, I want to get lost in it.
“Oh!” I cry out as a rush of pleasure hits me. My hips have a mind of their own as they grind down against his face. All the orgasms I gave myself under the cover of darkness are nothing compared to this. They were pitiful, pathetic things. The orgasm Nico gave me is majestic and wild.
It’s something I’ll never be able to forget.
My body trembles for a long time. Nico continues to run his tongue and lips over my folds, like he’s making sure to get every last drop of my pleasure.
I slump onto the desk, all my energy spent.
Nico kisses each of my inner thighs before he stands back up, taking my underwear with him. He pockets the tiny scrap of fabric.
“I can just put on another pair,” I remind him.
“No. I think you’re not going to wear underwear ever again. That’s my new decree.”
“You can’t stop me.”
“I’ll just have to burn all of your panties so you can’t wear them.”
I shake my head, lost in the pleasure Nico just gave me. “You’re so weird.”
“I’m the weird one? You’re the one who got turned on by murdering a guy.”
That zaps all of the pleasure from my body, reminding me exactly where I am and what I just did. What I just allowed Nico to do.
I push my dress down so at least it covers my legs, offering me some sort of protection from him.
“I didn’t get turned on by murdering someone,” I snap.
“Oh? Then what was that? By the way, you taste delicious. Sweet and musky at the same time. I could eat you out for the rest of my life.”
His words are getting to me, meaning he has power over me once more. Nico made me kill a man. He ate me out. He’s the one in control but I’m tired of it. I want to be in control for once.
Feeling brave after what we just did, I kneel before him and reach for his belt.
“What are you doing?” he asks, a smile in his voice.
“You tasted me. It’s only fair I taste you.”
He grabs the back of my head, forcing my head back to look at him. “You’ve never had a man in your mouth before.”
“I know. But I want to try. I want to know what you taste like too.” And maybe, just maybe, I can make Nico lose control like he did to me. “Just… be gentle with me. I’ve never done this before.”
“Fuck,” he whispers. “You’re going to kill me with your innocence. And here you tried to pretend you weren’t a virgin. How long were you going to keep that lie up if you hadn’t been drugged?”
“Probably forever. Or least until I knew I could trust you.” I pause. “So, for forever.”
He smiles, shaking his head. “You couldn’t hide it from me. Fine. You want to taste me, sweetheart? Then I’ll gladly let you taste me.” His smirk is on full display as he unbuckles his pants and pushes those and his underwear down. His erection springs forth.
The sight of it on my knees is more intimidating than I thought it would be. I almost lose my nerve but I want to do this. I want to take back some control from Nico.
…and the dark part of me is curious to know what he tastes like too.
Gently, I grip his length in my hand. Nico hisses, fluttering his eyes closed. I just have to trust my instincts.
Leaning forward, I place a kiss right on his tip.
