“What happened?”
Mikhail doesn’t give me an answer as he storms over to me. I let out a gasp when his lips collide with mine. I try to push on his shoulders but he doesn’t stop kissing me. What happened? What is he not telling me?
Mikhail is safe, I tell myself. That’s the only thing I need to focus on right now.
Our kiss deepens as he walks me backwards towards the steps. I’m desperate to talk but it’s clear that Mikhail isn’t. His hands shove my nightgown up and grip the backs of my bare thighs. A flash of arousal hits me, mixed with my worry.
“Mikhail,” I say when he kisses down my neck.
“Not right now,” he growls. “I just need you. All of you.”
I go still. I know Mikhail wanted to take my virginity in a special way but that seems to have been thrown out the window now. His eyes darken as he takes me in and I shiver.
What would it be like to fully give myself over to him? I care for Mikhail. My body responds to him. There’s no reason not to.
The franticness in his eyes is scaring me though,
I cup his face. “What happened?”
“Later. I want you, Natalya. Now.”
His command turns me on. It always turns me on. The way he dominates me is something I can’t ignore. I need it just as bad as he does.
I don’t say a word as he lifts me back up and carries me into our bedroom. He tosses me onto the bed.
“I originally wanted to take you for the first time in front of others,” he says, shoving my nightgown up my body. I gasp. “But I can’t wait anymore.”
“Mikhail.”
He tosses my nightgown to the side, his eyes raking over my naked body underneath. I didn’t even bother putting on underwear.
“You are perfect,” he says right before he kisses me. It’s the most consuming kiss we’ve ever had. He’s marking me as his.
He stands up and rips his shirt off. I hold still even though I want to rake my hands down his chest. I need him to tell me what to do. I need him to be in charge tonight.
After kicking off his shoes, he kneels on the bed, still in his pants. Knowing that he’s keeping his penis from me makes my body flush. I want to see all of him. I’ve been curious about it for weeks now.
He grabs my waist and flips me onto my stomach. I gasp when his hand lightly spanks my backside.
“I’ve wanted to fuck you since I first saw you. I want to take you like this.” He places his hand between my legs and starts to rub me. I grind my hips down against the mattress, trying to get closer and closer to his hand, seeking the friction I need. With his other hand, he continues lightly spanking me. It doesn’t hurt. This isn’t meant to be a punishment but to heighten my pleasure.
“Mikhail,” I moan.
“Yes. Say my name. Scream it for me. All night long.” He rubs me harder and harder.
My hands grip the blankets so tight, my knuckles turn white. Every slap of his hand brings a new wave of pleasure through me. His hand between my legs is dominating. He’s letting me know that I am his.
“Come for me, Natalya,” he commands.
It’s just what I need to make me let go.
“Mikhail,” I whisper as I come. My entire body trembles and shakes. Mikhail gives my backside another spank for good measure. He presses his hips against my back. I can feel the erection through his pants.
“I could take you from behind like this,” he says in a deep voice. “Fuck you like the bad girl you are.”
“I’ve been good.”
“I know. You’re a good girl. I don’t want to take you for the first time like this. It will have to wait.” He thrusts his hips forward, pressing his erection against my ass.