Page 27 of Darkest Sin
“No. I have touched women in the past. Other submissive women. I’ve dominated them. But since seeing you, I haven’t wanted another woman. I only want to touch you. Which is why I brought Robert here as well. I thought he could touch Cecillia for me. This pleases all of us. Trust me.”
“It doesn’t please me.”
“Come here.” He sits down and pats his lap. “Come watch with me.” His tone says that it’s not a choice on my part. It’s an order.
I’m not sure I want to watch any more but I also need to see what happens. I can’t go back upstairs and fall asleep knowing this is happening right here in the same house.
So, I slowly sit down beside Mikhail.
“I want you on my lap,” he says.
A part of me wants to object. Tell him to not tell me what to do. But I also like the power he possesses – the ability to control the situation.
Slowly, I slide onto his lap. Mikhail settles his hands on my waist, holding me there. I can feel the hard muscle of his thighs under my own. His chest touches my back. His breath tickles my neck. It’s all so intimate. It’s frightening and erotic and exciting all at once.
“Continue,” he tells Robert. The other man paddles Cecillia’s backside and she moans in pleasure the whole time.
“Cecillia,” Mikhail says. “I told you to be quiet. So be quiet.”
She suppresses her moans again.
Hearing Mikhail give the order sends a flutter through my stomach. He is so powerful. I can’t help but be drawn to it.
“How can someone like that?” I whisper, nodding at the couple.
“People like all sorts of things.” His fingers skim over my bare thighs, sending goosebumps over my skin. I find myself leaning back against him. “A lot of people like pain with their pleasure. Are you the same, baby?”
“I don’t know. I’ve never…”
“I know. You’re a ballerina. You’re used to pain for the sake of beauty. I think there’s a part of you that likes it.”
I shiver at his words. All the countless hours I worked. All the ways I pushed my body to move faster and work harder. It did feel good in some sort of twisted way. It felt good to dance through any pain, knowing that people found me beautiful. That they found what I did impressive. The applause I would get was addictive.
“Tell me what you feel right now,” he says into my ear. His hands continue to skim along my thighs. He doesn’t bring them higher. It’s incredibly distracting.
“I feel… afraid.”
“Why?”
“There’s so much I don’t know. About you. About your life.”
“This is one part of it and you don’t need to fear it. It’s all consensual, I can assure you. Cecillia and Robert are here of their own accord.”
Robert keeps paddling Cecillia’s backside. Her ass is fully red. I’m not sure how she’ll be able to sit for the next few days.
“Robert, enough,” Mikhail says. “Fuck her. Take her hard. I want my innocent little wife to see it.”
I swallow. “I’m not sure -,”
“It’s ok, baby. Just watch. Watch and enjoy two people in the throes of pleasure.”
Robert slips his pants down and his erection springs to attention. I have to look away. But Mikhail gently grabs my chin and makes me look.
“See his cock?” he says into my ear. “You can only look. No other man’s cock will ever touch you but mine.”
“I don’t want anyone else,” I admit. Though… I’m still not fully sure I want Mikhail. I’m drawn to him but what is going to happen when I’m completely consumed by him?
“Good. But you can watch. And I want you to watch. See how it is to fuck.”
