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“Damn it, Harmony. I don’t want to choke you.” Roberto held her head in his hands, using them to guide her in shorter strokes.
She shook her head and rose onto her knees, almost unseating both me and Matthew. With a savage shudder, she slammed downward.
Her request was clear. Harder. More. Deeper. With a look at Matthew, we changed tactics. When he withdrew, I thrust into her. Her core tightened, her pebbled nipples hard as diamonds. I pinched one between my thumb and forefinger, rolling it back and forth.
She rode my hand and my cock with a frenzied action. Coupled with the way her walls spasmed and her skin pinked, I knew she was close.
Groaning, she pulled off of Roberto. “Come with me. Please. I don’t want to be alone.”
Alone. The intensity of her stare settled on me briefly. “Okay.” I made the call for myself, and for the others. We had all night. It wouldn’t hurt us to come at the same time. We knew plenty of ways to pleasure Harmony as we recovered for a second round.
Satisfied with my answer, she took Roberto deep once again.
Every languid slide of her pussy over my cock brought me closer to the edge. My toes curled. Matthew groaned, his hand running up and down Harmony’s back. “Fuck me, Harmony. I’m going to come in your ass. You feel so damned good.”
“I knew this mouth was trouble.” Roberto pistoned his hips, driving his cock in and out of her mouth.
All the words I wanted to say were stuck behind my clenched teeth. I couldn’t release any of them or I’d unleash all of them. And knowing me, I’d end up telling Harmony I felt something for her.
We’d broken enough rules. I refused to give voice to this one. Instead, I showed her everything I felt. With my dick and my hands, I showed her all the things I hid from the world.
She came hard and fast, her body seizing tight over my cock. Our strokes deepened, hardened as she unraveled. It was one of the most beautiful sights in the world, and I wished I had the right to see it every single fucking day.
As she rode the cusp of her orgasm, I gave way to my own release, emptying myself in a series of body-shuddering jerks.
Our groans filled my bedroom. Harmony sucked Roberto through his entire release, swallowing him down without hesitation.
Matthew pulsed in her ass, and she released Roberto with a strangled gasp as a second, shorter orgasm overwhelmed her body. “I’m never going to get used to this. How am I ever going to have normal sex again?”
The question brought reality into the room. I tried to push it back, succeeded long enough to raise up and brush hair from her face and bring her down in a cradle hold against my chest. Our hearts beat in time. Our lives entwined with every second that passed. The thread of connection that started the moment she walked into my classroom clung tighter.
If I’d had any doubts about Harmony’s enthusiasm, they were gone now. She was more than a little bit into this, into us.
I didn’t want to feel this, any of this.
Matthew withdrew and rolled from the bed. Roberto followed, the two of them disappearing into my bathroom.
I smoothed Harmony’s hair from her sweaty face and kissed her brow. My heart lurched when she looked up and kissed my lips. No feelings.
She had no idea the depth of my wounds. Only Roberto and Matthew knew how much I’d been hurt. Only they knew that when I felt something, it was with my whole heart.
Roberto and Matthew returned carrying damp towels. Between the three of us, we cleaned up and slid between the sheets.
“What are you doing?” Harmony yawned even as she snuggled against my chest.
“Taking care of you.” It didn’t require feelings to be decent men. I wrapped my arms around her and tucked her head beneath my chin. “We’re not done yet, but we all need a little break.”
She made a soft huffing noise and rubbed her nose back and forth over my chest. “Is it like this every time?”
“You mean mind-blowing sex?” Roberto slid into the space behind Harmony and settled a hand on her hip. “Yes. It can always be like this.”
Forever. The word rested just out of reach. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath saturated with Harmony and sex. All my doubts and fears remained.
Matthew tapped my shoulder as my eyes fluttered shut. He inclined his head toward Harmony, who had drifted off to sleep almost before Roberto finished talking. “All we want is for you to heal. Maybe you’ll find happiness again.”
I shrugged off the thought. Happiness was a dream, and I preferred to focus on reality. Still, I brought Harmony closer. She sighed deeply and threw her leg over my hip. I’d rest for a little while, then we’d see what else Harmony could handle.
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