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He hugged me back, his strong arms wrapping around my chest. Even though he was taller than me, he always somehow ended up with his head buried in my neck. If I didn’t know any better, I’d say the boy had been craving some affection for a long time. He’d been so busy pushing people away that he never realized how much he wanted someone to just hold him.
“Please,” he said suddenly, squeezing me tighter. “Please don’t go home tonight.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yeah.”
I nodded, my hand going to the back of his head and petting his hair. “Okay, baby. I’ll stay here tonight.”
He sighed, pulling himself into my lap and curling up against my chest. “Thank you.”
I couldn’t help but smile.
“Anytime.”
Chapter Sixteen: Adam
Was I more than a little embarrassed that I’d cried all over Mateo like I was some pre-school child who’d just found out that the Muppets were dead, lifeless husks of coats long past and not real creatures? Yes. Was that going to stop me from leading him to my bedroom and asking him to have his way with me? Absolutely not.
As much as I craved his approval and acceptance, I craved his touch even more. It was an old habit that came back to haunt me. When I was feeling bad about things, I had sex. It helped me clear my mind and gave me a moment of escape into pure bliss where I could pretend everything was okay for a little while. That’s what I needed and considering Mateo didn’t fight me on the subject, I think he knew I needed it too.
Although, considering I could feel his cock thicken under me while I was curled up in his lap, I think he was just as horny as I was. As soon as we were in my room, I reached down and grabbed his thick cock through his jeans, the heat seeping through the fabric.
“Does me crying turn you on that much?” I asked with a grin.
“No!” He gave me a dirty look that turned into embarrassment as his cheeks flushed red. “But… I don’t know… youwere touching me, and I don’t get that a lot. It just sort of did it on its own, okay?”
I smiled, kissing him on the neck. “Okay. I forgive you.”
His hand went down the front of my shorts, grabbing a handful of throbbing cock as well. “Huh. You talk a big game for someone so turned on.”
“Your dick was pulsing against my butt!”
“Oh, and that turns you on does it? Mr.I’m a top.”
I pursed my lips because I couldn’t think of a good retort. In fact, there wasn’t one. He’d caught me red-handed. Up until him, the thought of bottoming came with a sigh. It was a lot of work and a lot of trust to hand over to guys that I never really spent the time getting to know. But something about Mateo told me I could trust him. And, if I was being honest, I’d already prepared in the hopes that we might end up in bed together after our date.
“I’m warming up to the idea,” I grumbled, trying to play it cool.
He smiled, running his fingers through my hair. “Is that something you want to do tonight?”
“I… I guess so.”
“I’m gonna need an enthusiastic yes, asshole.”
“Fine! Yes! I want you to fuck my brains out! Happy?”
A big smile filled his face. “How about we start slow and I’ll fuck your brains out when you’ve proven you can take all of my uncut cock?”
“Is that a challenge?”
He lifted an eyebrow. “If you find that motivational, then sure.”
I rolled my eyes and leaned forward to kiss him. But before I could, his finger came up, pressing against my lips.
“But I have one caveat.”
“Okay…”
