Page 28 of Room One Twenty Eight
Until they started packing all my things with theirs to come back home, I was waiting for this whirlwind to stop. They love each other so much, I couldn’t believe they could have room for me. But they do.
Taking a long winding road lined by thick pine trees, they stumble over themselves to tell me about the house. About us each having our own rooms as well as a room we all share. They tell me they plan to add on now, at least a few more rooms, so we’ll have room for all our kids.
“First thing we’re doing is getting in the pool. No need to even unpack the bathing suits. We’re living out my childhoodfantasies of group sex in the hot tub,” Enzo declares as we roll to a stop.
We pile out of the SUV and as always, Mateo leads the way. Set behind a turn about gravel drive is the cutest house I have ever seen. A dark blue home with bright white windows and charming gray shutters sits on a huge sprawling lawn. Purple and white flowers line the front with small tufts of bushes.
A long porch takes up the whole front of the house. There is a swing as wide and deep as the I have ever seen one. My heart clenches because I can just imagine all of us fitting there, snuggled up under the stars with the fresh air and night crickets filling the night.
Tomas scoops me up and runs for the door once Mateo opens it. Inside is a winding staircase that leads to the top floor. Beyond it is a sunken room with a huge comfortable couch, and photos of my guys line the mantle over a white brick fireplace. My heart seizes once again when I see an obvious space for a new photo frame.
One with me up there with all of my guys.
Tears sting my eyes, but I cannot stop smiling. It would not matter to me if this is just them playing good girl games with me until they tire of me. Or if I get to have this, and moments like it, for the rest of my life. I know I have been blessed just to know them and I am so grateful for that night I made a mess of things.
“We will show you the whole place later,” Enzo promises as he takes my hand, backing from the main room.
“What…. where am I going now?”
We step outside as the sun starts to set in the wide-open skies above. We’re on a beautiful cedar deck just off beautiful French doors off the sitting room. I can feel the warm breeze and hear the night critters starting up their melodies. Mateo and Tomas come out after him, smiling at me.
“I said we’re getting in the pool. Sex in the hot tub is happening tonight, babydoll,” Enzo teases me with a crooked grin.
Laughing with them, I stand and wait. As expected, they swarm me and slowly start taking off my clothes. I let them, loving the control I am able to give them, the trust I have grown to feel for them. It scared me at first, thinking about giving up control to someone else. But now, it feels good to let it go. To put my happiness, my pleasure, my peace, in someone else’s hands.
It feels good to let their very capable hands take control.
“You’re so beautiful,” Enzo whispers, flushing my skin as he ruans his rough hands over me.
“Such a perfect little thing,” Mateo hums as he circles us. He could mean that praise for either of us, we would both welcome it.
Shivering under the weight of their gazes, I step back towards the water. Tomas moves first, banding a thick arm around my waist. I frown because I thought this is what they wanted. Tomas hauls me off my feet, forcing me to lock my legs around his waist. I whimper as his warm, bare skin brushes against mine. Slowly, he steps inside the bubbling water, looking back to tilt his head at the other two.
Just as I start to swoop in for a kiss, he sets me at my feet. I frown again, watching them as they approach me in the water. They seem so serious, even out of their dress clothes and bodyguard brute. Standing in the water, they stare at me for a moment, and I almost begin to panic.
“Luna,” Mateo starts, his voice low, soft. Now, I panic. “Our little moon. We’re so lucky to have found you that night. Making a beautiful mess right before our eyes. We knew the moment those big eyes looked up at us.”
“We love your beautiful mess, babydoll. Love how you trip over your own cute feet, how you stumbled into our lives, howyou made us fall all over ourselves falling in love with you.” And now, I can’t breathe. Good thing because they have not finished. Tomas comes close, taking both my hands in his as he smiles at me.
“There is nothing else on this earth we could ask for. You were truly made for us. No one else even came close so we waisted time looking.”
“I love Tomas. I love Enzo, and sweetheart, I love you. Somehow you stumbled in and forced us to make room to love you and I am so fucking glad. I love you, Luna.”
“Oh…uh, oh my…” I trail off because my words are just whispers. Above them, all I can hear is Enzo and Tomas.
“Babydoll, I love you. Love you so fucking much, I am full for the first time in my life. I will make room when you have our babies, no doubt. Who I will love almost as much as I love you.”
“You’re it for us. All of us. I love you, Luna,” Tomas whispers.
“Oh…uh…I…I love you…I love all of you,” I sob as they laugh gently, all three of them coming to hold me.
I told them I never knew what love was. How could I? This love, this indulgent, greedy love, it was what I needed. What I never had a clue I would one day find. But I found it, and I am keeping it. I am keeping them.
What began in room one-twenty-eight will never end.
….and group sex in the hot tubdefinitelyhappened.
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