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I mutter the word Sun over and over...until I pass out.
Chapter Seven
Enzo
Falling in love is easier than being in love.
When I met Mateo, I had never been with a man before despite my desires to try. Once I met him, it was not about trying things out. I think I loved him the first night we were together in that jungle in the darkness. It is impossible not to love Tomas. Despite his possessive nature, his penchant for pouting if he does not get his way, he is a beautiful soul who loves everyone.
From the moment I set sights on Luna, I knew she was next. The next person I would fall in love with. Falling in love is the easiest part. Being in love, staying with someone despite differences or struggles, that is the hard part. It is hard to please one person, to be good to one person. I have to please three people, be good to three people, and love three people.
There is no question I have the room to love each of them.
Cradling Luna against my body after the most intense lovemaking of my entire life, I am smiling. I am pleased. Sated and satisfied but hungry for more. I want to watch Mateo take her. I want to see her riding Tomas. I want to do a hundred different things with our little moon. First, I have to take care of her.
“Come here, babydoll,” I hum against her temple, pressing a kiss there. Her soft little body curves back against mine and I smile. We were not very gentle with her for her first time. I don’t think she would have wanted it any other way though. This is what she wanted. This is why she is our missing piece, the one that we have been waiting for.
“Be careful with her, baby,” Mateo husks, reaching out to brush her hair back from her face. “Poor little thing took us all like a champ. God, she’s beautiful. Look at her, baby,” he tellsTomas, nudging him as he nestles in Mateo’s arms.
Tomas lifts his head to look over our girl. For the first time, I see something different in his eyes. While we played, he was into it. Into her. He hasneverbeen into any of the women we’ve brought here. Now, he gazes at her as if she is a sweet little puppy he has been asking us for.
“She is. Enzo, she looks as if she belongs with you. You suit her.”
Grinning, I nod because he’s not wrong. We look good together. It’s not about how attractive I think I am or anything so vain. Together we just...we make sense. The same way he and Mateo make sense. All four of us together, it definitely makes sense. Bending, I kiss the top of her head again, playfully tweaking one of her stiff pink nipples.
“Behave. Aftercare first, Enzo.”
Shooting a look at Mateo, I flip him the bird because of course I am going to give her aftercare. It was not just her first time here at Club Sin. Not just her first time with multiple partners. It was her first time at all. Glancing down, I see the faint smudges of red on her thighs, on my own. Strangely, I do not want to wash it off me. It might be sick, but I’d love to keep the proof of taking her innocence on me as long as I can.
Scooping her up, I kiss Mateo and Tomas before I carry her to the en suite. Clutching me tightly, she cuddles up against my chest. I start a bath for her in the huge tub, making sure it is nice and warm. Dumping in my favorite scents, I climb in still holding her. Once we’re in the water, she stirs, blinking up at me with those huge eyes of hers.
Oh yeah, I’m falling in love with this one. No way to stop it.
“Hey little moon,” I whisper, brushing some mussed hair back from her beautiful face. “How you feeling? You hurt anywhere?”
“Hmm, yes. I hurt all over.”
Wincing, I kiss her forehead again, reaching for a washcloth. Gently I scrub at her face, at the mess Tomas made on her breasts, then move lower. As I swipe the cloth between her thighs, she stiffens, pushing at me to get away. I frown at her, pulling her back to settle her on my lap.
“Let me, Luna. We take care of our girls after we play. It’s called aftercare. I will give you meds if you need, a drink, put you in a satin robe. We will kiss your pretty pussy and these perfect tits, but we won’t fuck you again tonight. Not this time, babydoll.”
“Were all your girls.... virgins? Is that part of the kink?”
Blinking at the acid in her tone, I shake my head. I am confused. “No, Luna. Most we found here at the club. We’ve never brought a woman here. We told you that before, baby. You’re the first untouched we’ve ever had.”
Scrambling back off my lap again, she bows her head. I am more confused than ever. Dropping the cloth, I move to her instead of pulling her back to me again. Meet her in the middle, I decide. Something is bothering her, and I am suddenly sick at the idea that we took something she was not actually ready to give to us.
“Baby....Luna, did you want tonight? Did you use your safe word?”
“No. Yes, I mean...yes, I wanted tonight. I never needed the safe word. Don’t you remember.... I said sun. Nothing else. Just sun.”
Nodding as my dick jerks in the water at her little spitfire attitude, I grab her by the shoulders. Lifting her, I settle her, so she is straddling my lap. Her beautiful face twists up in pain and I ache with regret. Cradling her face in my hands, I force her gaze to meet mine. It is like a knife through the chest when I see tears in her big, honey brown eyes.
“Oh, baby. What is wrong? We hurt you, didn’t we? Wetook you too soon. It was your first night. We were bastards to take you too far too fast.”
“Firstnight? You mean myonlynight,” she declares, squaring her shoulders as her chin lifts. Those words send another dagger into my heart.
Shaking my head, I scramble for what to say. How to tell her that this is not just another night of us getting our kicks. Not with her. Not even close. I reach for her again, but she stands out of the water, unsteady on her feet. I ignore how goddamn sexy she looks with the water and suds sliding down her perfect body. Standing too, I try to catch her before she gets out, but she pushes at me once again.
