How do you deal with nerves before a swim meet? How do you find faith in yourself to go out there and give it your all? And how do you do it over and over again? And win? Because you always win, I have no doubts. I want to see you win. I can’t wait to come watch and cheer for you!
Pretty sure that is the fourth hint I’ve dropped about wanting to meet up. Someplace safe. Someplace that allows me an escape if this thing is all in my head. I write a little more about my class schedule before signing off the same way I always do.
Until I get your words again,
Sexy Gem
XOXO
“Not pathetic or anything, right Books?” I sigh and ready the letter for the post before I shower and call it a night.
Pathetic or not every word I have put on paper to him has been real. Me, raw, uncensored and honest—more so than I ever have dared to be. For the first time in my life I don’t hold back anything about myself, about my wishes, and my wants. And if that’s pathetic, I’m okay with that.
Pike‘Sexy Swimmer’Paine either can take my pathetic or leave it.