“Yes Sir. You take such good care of me, Sir.” I mewl, rocking against him, seeking the friction I need to get off.
“Don't be a greedy slut, baby,” Biting my shoulder, he shoves three fingers into me again, rutting into my ass harder, deeper, “You should have come when I told you to. When Ineededyou to. Now you don't get to until I come in this tight little ass.” I nod, bracing my hands at his thighs as he rocks into me again and again, panting into my neck as he takes what he needs.
And it's beautiful to have him need me. To have him take from me what no one else will give him. Knox slams into me a few more times before he sinks teeth into my shoulder, hands pressing into my tits as he comes deep inside me. We don't use condoms—another rule after we both got tested—and feeling him spill inside me is unlike anything else.
“Fuck, baby. I love coming inside you. Love filling your body up with me. Jesus.” Knox pumps his hips a few more times before he pulls out, bringing me back against his chest.
“I love to feel you come inside me, Sir.” I coo dreamily as I let him hold me so tight I almost can't breathe.
“I need you, Ella.” Knox whispers against my skin as he fixes my dress, twisting me to fuss with the buttons, to take care of me like he always does.
“I know, Knox.” I brush gentle fingers through his thick hair, touching my forehead to his.
“Come here. I need you.” Gathering me close, he kisses me softly, deeply, until we are breathing the same air.
Wrapping my shoulders around him, I hold him tight, letting him cuddle into me. Knox is a beast when it's time to fuck but he's sweet and soft after, and that's when I know he needs me. For more than the dirty slut he calls me while he's inside me. He needs me to let him be soft, to let him kiss me and hold me after he's used me up. Because I still have plenty left after he thinks he's used it all.
And, that's what he needs.
“I know I had you last night,” Knox sighs, kissing my mouth, my jaw, my ear, smoothing his fingers though my hair, “I need you tonight, baby.” I break away, forcing his eyes to meet mine as I tangle my hands in his thick hair.
“I am yours. Whenever. Wherever. However. Period.” Something flickers in his eyes before he speaks roughly.
“You mean that, Ella?” Soft, vulnerable eyes search mine as I twist to press against him.
“I do, Knox. I am yours until you do not want me.” I wince a little and he bites at my lip, yanking my head back.
“I won't ever stop wanting you. Won't ever stop needing you. Ella. Ella.” I whimper as he draws me close, angling his hips to slide inside me soft and gentle.
We come together just as we reach his place so we sit there, warm in the afterglow of this thing that follows none of the rules we insist on. New York City carries on around us, but in the back seat of that town car, there is only us. Only we exist. Knox leans away to stare up at me, something heavy in his eyes.
“I mean it. It won't ever stop for me. Never has. Not since the very first time I laid eyes on you, Ella.” I look away from the emotion in his face until he tugs my jaw back.
“Me either, Sir.” Shaking his head, he forces me to look down into his eyes as he cradles me against his chest.
“You know when to call me Sir, Ella. When I'm deep inside you, owning you. When you're coming for me. Not when we're talking about us.” I nod again, lowering closer to brush my fingertips over his handsome face.
“I don't want to upset you again.” I frown when he shakes his head, sighing.
“Oh, baby. I was not upset with you. Thought I failed you somehow. Tell me why.” I frown deeper, looking away shamefully.
“Why....I couldn't?” Knox nods, kissing at my mouth softly before he waits.
“I want to know why you couldn't come for me today. Is it...not enough or maybe too much?” I shake my head, tears filling my eyes.
“God, no. It's....it's perfect. I just.... I missed you and last night was so good, I couldn't....I couldn't because I wanted it to be you. Always want it to be you.” Looking away again, I try to shift off his lap as shame floods me. I know some day it will be enough for him. Knox will want something else. I won't ever want something else. Nothing else could be what this is to me.
“Baby, look at me. I made us choose just one night at a time. I didn't know how to give you more at first. Do you need more, Ella?” I shake my head because I know I can't ask for more. It is one of our rules, after all.
“No, Sir. I will take what you give me...” Knox slaps my ass, hard, yanking my jaw until I meet his hard stare.
“Tell me. Do you need more from me? I want to give you the fucking world, Ella. I want to take care of your every need. Do you need me more? Tell me the truth.” Tears slide down my temples as I nod slowly.
“I don't need more. I want more. You told me never to ask for more.”
“Oh, Ella. Baby. First rule was that you tell me what you need, always. If you need more, I will give you more. I only want to give you what you need. I won't ever deny you, Ella. Come here, baby. Tell me what you want.” Knox drags his lips over the trail of my tears before pressing a sweet kiss to my lips.
“You, Knox. Just want you, baby.” Knox carries me from the car, bursting into the lobby of his place still carrying me. By the time we reach the penthouse elevator, most our clothes are off and I wonder what kind of show we gave the lobby.