Page 76 of Burn It Down
No.
I would remember Bree. Because she would not let me forget. Bree would not let either of us forget. Girls like her would want more.
Want more.
I rushed to the kitchen before I let the coffee burn, cursing as I nearly dropped the hot pot. Gigi told me her pretty professor claimed he was not stalking us. Had nothing to do with notes or flowers.
Had it not been Dexter? Had Bree been behind this stalking bullshit the whole time? To fuck up what I had with Gigi?The bitch was cunning enough for it. Certainly evil enough for it.
Didn’t really make sense. Why stalk Gigi, not me? Then again, where you found Gigi, you usually found me. Fuck.
No fucking way I fucked that whore.
Bile rose up in the back of my throat, and I downed my coffee fast. Burning my throat didn’t chase away the fear. The panic. If it was true, Bree might be right this time. Because we promised no more lies now. Not ever again. This was a huge fucking lie if it was true.
It was a truth I might have kept even from myself.
“Fuck, I love you. Yes, baby, please.” Gigi moaned as I drove into her again and again.
Halfway to her parents’ place, I couldn’t take it. We had a quickie in the shower before heading out, but I was desperate. Both because I loved Gigi so much, and because I was terrified.
I didn’t want to think about why. Especially not as I pounded up into her, watching her beautiful face flush with pleasure. God damn, she was beautiful when she got hot for me. I'd never get enough.
“I love you. So much. Sofuckingmuch, Gigi. Look at me.” Gigi’s eyes were bright green, barely any blue in the left one, and hooded.
“Make me come, baby. I need it. Please.” I growled as my fingers dug into her hips.
“Yes. I need it too. Need to feel you come for me.” It was quiet and freezing, but we were both burning up and loud as I fucked her.
Gigi looked amazing today. Her wrist, ears, and neck glittered with the jewelry I had been gifting her with lately. My eye kept focusing on that left hand, where soon my ring would be. The fear that I might never get to see that drove me to pull off the road.
I loved that Gigi was always good with my needs. Gave me her pussy whenever I needed it. I no sooner parked, and she was dropping her panties and asking me how I wanted her.
Throwing the barn door style hatch on the truck open, I urged her to the back. There, I dropped to my knees in the snow. Murmuring how much I loved her, I devoured her sweet pussy before sliding deep inside.
“Let me see those pretty eyes when you come for me. Tell me what I need to hear. I need it, Sweet Girl.” I pumped again and again, the skirt of her pretty dressed hiked up to her waist.
“Oh, God! Yes. I’m coming, baby. I love you so much. So fucking much, Finn.” I only lasted a few more pumps before the tightness of her closing around me as she came undid me.
“I love you.” Once we said it, we couldn’t seem to say it enough. I hope she didn’t hear the fear lacing it today.
“Mmm, I love feeling you lose control inside me. So beautiful.”
“I want you to have my kids, Gigi,” I don’t know where it came from, but there it was, “I want to see you pregnant.” Gigi’s eyes were wide, our breathing harsh in the icy air.
“Finn…tell me what’s wrong.”Fuck; she knows me too well.
“Nothing is wrong in my world. We’re fucking golden. I love you. Let’s get a new place. Together. Our own place that’s not…dirty because of what happened before us.” I was sounding desperate now, but really, I meant every word.
“Finn…I love you. I want your babies,” We both took a sharp breath, and her eyes filled with tears, “I want to live with you wherever you want me. Just…don’t lie to me. Something is wrong.”
“Shit. Something is wrong. I love you so much. I think…I am scared to be Finn and Gigi at the Cooper’s place today. I’m scared you might realize…. I was right before; that I’m no fucking good for you.” This was not a lie, and I knew I couldn’t talk about Bree now. Not today, and not yet.
“Oh, baby. Was it really ever anything else but Finn and Gigi? For years, we sat next to each other at Mom’s table. Now, I can hold your hand or kiss you or touch your beautiful cock. I loved you then, and I love you now. Nothing changed, except the truth.” Shit, that stung a little because I was looking into her eyes, still buried deep inside her, and I was lying.
“I love you, Gigi. More than I ever thought I could love anything. When you say it…when you look at me the way you do and you tell me you love me…I feel it everywhere at once. I feel like every time you say it, you wipe away a bit of the ash of my past. Of the filthy piece of shit I was. You make me better. Make me think of a future with us, and babies, and just…good shit. I don’t want to lose you. I can’t. Promise me. No matter what. Fucking promise me you’re mine. For good. For keeps. Please.” My voice was hoarse and tears slid down to my beard, icy in the chilly snow.
“Never. Nothing is taking you away from me again. I love you. I am in love with you. For keeps, Finn.” Her lips touched to mine, and I wasn’t sure if the tears were hers or mine.
