Page 29 of Falling for the Forbidden
“I promise to never be anything but, baby.”
I watch as he rolls the condom over his length and settles himself between my thighs. He presses the tip against my clit, his eyes locked on mine. He’s waiting for me to change my mind, but it won’t happen.
“I want you, Ben. I want you to be my first.” I swear my words make his chest puff out a little. He holds our connection as he finds my entrance and slowly pushes inside me. Thanks to his talented mouth, I’m ready for him.
He feels huge as he slides into me, and I shift my hips as I try to adjust to the alien sensation—until he seems to hit a brick wall and I know what’s going to come next is going to hurt like hell.
Dropping forward, he nuzzles his face into my neck. “I hate to do this,” he whispers, “but I promise to make it so worth it.”
The heat of his body pressing down on mine feels out of this world. I need this. I need more of him.
“Do it,” I say, sounding more confident than I feel. Running my hands down his back, I squeeze his arse to give him a little encouragement.
He sucks the sensitive skin below my ear into his mouth. I’m just enjoying the tingles it causes when he thrusts his hips forward.
He doesn’t move again as I moan in pain. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry,” he whispers. He sounds mortified to have hurt me.
Pulling his head from my neck, I force him to look at me. “Hey, it’s okay.” I go to run my thumb over his bottom lip, but he captures it and sucks it into his mouth. His earlier hunger seeps back into his features and I flex my hips, showing him that I’m okay. I’m actually better than okay; we’re connected in the most intimate way possible, and I can’t think of anything better.
“You sure?”
“Let me feel you. Please.” He rolls his hips and the pain that was so strong only moments ago dissipates, the incredible feeling of him moving inside me taking over.
“Fucking hell, you’re so tight. I hope you weren’t expecting this to last long,” he moans before dropping down to kiss me.
When his pace starts increasing, I know he’s nearing the end and I’m desperate to experience it.
“Jesus, Lauren, I’m going to come so fucking hard,” he grunts, the words filling me with warmth. Threading his fingers into my hair, his hips move fast, then faster. His other hand slips down until he presses his fingertips against my sensitive clit. My entire body arches from the bed at the contact. “Fuck.”
With his fingers teasing my clit and his length hitting some magical place inside me, it’s not long before he pushes me over the edge and I come with his name a soft moan on my lips. Seconds later, he growls above me before I feel his cock twitch violently inside me. He roars his release and the look on his face as he does is something I’ll never forget. Everything that usually drags him down has gone, and he’s lost to the pleasure. Pleasure that I am able to give him. My heart swells and I fear I’m falling way too hard, way too fast. I’m trying not to think about the future because I know that, no matter what, it’s going to be a challenge.
“Holy shit, Lauren,” he pants, falling down at my side, his breath rushing over my face as he tries to catch it.
“Good?” I hate the anxiety that creeps into my voice.
“Good?” He repeats with a laugh. “That was fucking mind-blowing. I’m already craving more.” His lips meet mine as his warm hand slides around my back, tickling my hypersensitive skin before flicking the clasp on my bra. I’d totally forgotten I was still wearing it.
Pulling back from my lips, he ducks his head and pulls one of my nipples into his mouth. A sigh falls from my lips as another ball of sensation explodes within me.
“Stop it,” he says with a laugh after releasing my nipple with a pop. “I don’t need any encouragement to spend all day inside you.”
“That doesn’t sound like a bad way to spend today,” I admit.
“No, but you need a rest before we go again.” My heart swells once again at his thoughtfulness. “What? Why are you looking at me like that?”
“I like you.” My cheeks heat at my admission, and if it wasn’t for the incredible smile that erupts across Ben’s face, I might have looked away.
“I like you too, Lauren.A lot.”
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“Come on,”he says, intertwining our hands and pulling me from the bed after kissing me breathless.
“You want me to…” I flick a glance down at his hard cock and raise an eyebrow.
“More than I probably should admit. But this is about you, not me.”
I follow him into my ensuite, my mouth dropping open when I take in the flickering candles that cover every available surface. Walking straight up to the bath, he climbs in and encourages me to follow. In seconds, soothing bubbles and Ben’s arms surround me. I lie back against his chest and sigh.
