I feel good. Awake. Alive. Like I can handle telling any bossy man in my life to shove it.
 
 "You're not the one fucking him. You don't get to tell me what I want" The electric current rushes to my fingers and toes. I don't talk like this. Not with this tone or this profanity or this focus on what I want in bed.
 
 "You're right." His voice stays even. "But I don't trust that guy. I'm going with you."
 
 "On my date?"
 
 "I'll be at the shop. Just in case."
 
 I should say no. Just to prove a point. To make sure he knows I'm in charge. But I want him there. I want him protecting me. I hate how much I want him protecting me. "Okay."
 
 Ding.New Message. "Oh." I skim it quickly. "Bachelor One wants to meet Friday. At seven."Please come. Watch over me. Don't tell me what to do but stay nearby. So I feel safe.
 
 "You want me to come?"
 
 "Isn't that what you want?" My fingers curl into my jeans. I hate that I want his comfort. But I do.
 
 "I'll be there."
 
 "Thanks, Chase. I… I appreciate your help. But, uh—"
 
 "Watch the sass?"
 
 "Yeah."
 
 "Not sure I can agree to that," he says.
 
 "Oh. Well…"
 
 "Kidding."
 
 "Oh." I knew that. Totally. "I just… I'll see you Friday. Meet me here at six thirty. Help me pick out my outfit."
 
 "Until then."
 
 I hang up the phone.
 
 Then I go straight to my room.
 
 I try to push thoughts of Chase from my head. I try to stop imagining him rolling my jeans off my hips, dragging his hand over my thighs, growling dirty demands—
 
 I fail.
 
 Chapter Fifteen
 
 Ariel
 
 For the tenth time, I smooth my dress.
 
 It still hugs my curves.
 
 It still screamslook at me, I'm sexy.
 
 It still makes me sick.
 
 This is my break-up dress. The sexiest garment I own and the thing that reminds me I'm a loveless loser.
 
 Not that I—