"We used to go there every summer. When I was a kid. We'd stay on the bay. I'd swim all afternoon. My parents would sit in the sun and read. And then we'd watch movies all night. My dad is a big film buff. You guys probably like a lot of the same stuff."
"Shit. You're comparing me to your dad? Is that a kinkydaddything?"
I laugh. "No. It's just the movies. He's incredibly clean-cut."
"It was just you?"
"And my sister."
"Are you close?"
"No. Not anymore." She shut me out. I understand why she did it. Hell, I agree with her decision. But I miss her. I hate that I have to stalk her on Instagram to get updates on her life.
"Older or younger?"
"Older."
"Mine is older too."
"You just have one?"
"Yeah."
"Sabrina?"
His eyes turn down.
I back up. "Lily."
"Lily?"
"Yeah. My parents had a theme. She tells everyone they got the name fromHarry Pottereven though the books came out when she was nine."
"No one calls her on it?"
"Not usually."
"What's she do?"
"She's a programmer." Her office is in Santa Monica. It's a fifteen-minute walk from here. Sure, it's Saturday, but there's a chance she's there. She works a lot.
Or she used to.
I don't really know what she's been doing the last two years beyond the snippets I get on social media.
I turn my attention to the menu. Everything sounds good.
My stomach rumbles. It's still weird, craving food. Wanting a flavor. Reallyfeelinghunger.
I used to love Indian food.
But that was a long, long time ago.
"Vegetable curry. Medium." I hand the menu back to him.
"You eat meat?"
"Oh. Yeah. I just like vegetable curry." I brush my wet hair behind my ear. "Is that wrong?"