"Nah, the audio porn is good for her. Gives her something to spank it to when she gets home," Dean says.
Her cheeks flush. "Shut the fuck up."
"Girls don't spank it," Ryan says.
"That's true." I lean into Walker's touch. Mmm. Contemplating sex in the back room. Itishis birthday.
"Girls masturbate," Dean says. "Let me ask Emma." He waves in her direction. "Em. Do you touch yourself?"
She rolls her eyes and waves him off.
He laughs. "That's a yes."
"Of course girls masturbate," Leighton says. "But we don't 'spank it.'"
"Jill off?" he asks.
"Ew." Her nose scrunches in distaste. "You're twenty-five. Why can't you say 'masturbate'?"
Ryan shakes his headkids these days.
"I don't care what you call it sweetness. As long as I can watch sometime." Walker slides his hand under my dress. Presses his palm against my bare ass. His fingers curl into the back of my thong. "Mmm. Bad girl."
I clear my throat.
"You gonna finger her right there?" Dean asks. "'Cause I'm very happy to watch that." He nudges Leighton. "You?"
"Uh…" She takes a long sip of her drink. "I'm interested to see when they stop."
"That's good. Real coy shit, Leigh." Dean laughs.
"Call me Leigh again and I'm dumping your Belvedere on your head," she says.
"You'd waste good vodka?" He feigns offense.
"I can't think of a more satisfying use," she says.
Walker drags his fingertips over my skin.
He laughs. "They're still going at it."
She laughs too. "Amateur porn, huh?"
Even Ryan nods. "Maybe that's his birthday present."
Dean nods. "Shit. Never took you for an exhibitionist, Williams. Guess it's true what they say. You never really know someone." His eyes meet mine.
I swear, he's talking about me. About my secret.
But how can he know?
How can he be sure?
I swallow hard as I turn back to my boyfriend. "You have something to tell me?"
He nods. "I'm gonna take you to that back room and fuck you so loudly everybody here fucks themselves to us tonight."
Well…