This is really…
Deep breath.
Slow exhale.
I'm in control here.
As long as I'm in control, I can do this.
I press my lips to his chest.
He groans as I pump him. "Em."
My name rolls off his lips like poetry.
It makes my sex clench.
Makes my nipples ache.
God, I already want to come again.
But I want this more.
I want this so fucking badly.
I run my thumb over his tip.
Revel in the groan that falls off his lips.
I try a little to the left, the right, the top, the bottom.
Harder.
Faster.
Slower.
Softer.
I study him like he's a work of art.
He is.
And this…
Fuck, it feels so good watching pleasure spread over his expression.
Deep breath.
Steady exhale.
I can do this.
I really, really want to do this.
Slowly, I shift off the couch.
Onto my knees.