I ignore my texts from Kay, dress in the first clean thing I find, grab the cup of coffee that's sitting on the counter, curse Hunter's considerateness, and run the five blocks to work.
All right, I don't run—I don't do running—but I hustle.
The shop is clean, bright, quiet. Ryan's tattoo gun buzzes.
Dean and Chloe are actually working. As in, he's concentrating on a piece and she's staring with awe, and their client is mumbling something about classic rock.
I fix a cup of medium roast in the Keurig, turn the music on, find ways to stay busy.
For an hour, I restock drinks, check schedules, scour social media for tattoo posts to like and share.
My headache fades to a dull throb.
My nausea subsides.
My stomach stays twisted.
It's Hunter.
I want to believe it's just Hunter.
I want to keep telling myself this story about how nothing has changed.
But I'm not really buying it anymore.
I switch the music to something that fits my mood, then I pull out my cell and face my best friend.
Kaylee: OMG Em. How could you not tell me about Hunter?
Emma: It's not a big deal.
Kaylee: Brendon showed me his Instagram.
Emma: And?
Kaylee: And? Like you didn't see that smoking hot pic of his new rib tattoo?
I may have seen it.
I may have stared.
I may have actually considered fucking myself to the incredibly hot picture of Hunter's torso.
Kaylee: Brendon says he's staying at the house.
Emma: He is.
Kaylee: Am I supposed to buy this blasé attitude?
Emma: Yes.
Kaylee: I'm not.
Emma: You're on vacation. Go have fun.
Kaylee: I'm worn out.
Emma: Gross.