Page 54 of Covert
"I see how it is," Diesel grumbles before taking one of the recliners, but there's no heat behind it. I'm sure it must be hard for him to be the odd man out all of the time. I wonder if he would move in here with us. Is that allowed in a motorcycle club? At least he could hang out here more, if he wants to.
I pull Nikki's legs to hang over my shoulders, wanting to be close to her, to touch her as much as I can. I hold one of her ankles gently, running my thumb back and forth under the anklet she still wears there. I've been meaning to tell her she can take it off; that her presence brings me more peace and calm than I've had in a long time.
About thirty minutes into the movie, Nikki's knee twitches against my shoulder. I turn away from the TV to see that Diesel isn't watching. Instead, his full focus is on the woman behind me.
"Babe?" I ask, turning to see what's caught his attention.
Nikki's head is thrown back, eyes closed, her chest heaving. Axel's hungry look matches Maddox's as they both stare at her. That's when I notice movement under the blanket. I spin on my ass to face them fully, dragging the blanket with me.
Nikki's legs fall heavily onto the couch, and a moan slips past her lips.
Maddox has his hand up Nikki's shirt, while Axel has his hand up her skirt. How long have they been fondling her? God, right next to me, too. My eyes dart between them and Diesel. Should I leave? Should I stay? Diesel's just watching. How far is this going to go?
How far am I willing to watch?
Will she let me?
Will she finally be mine?
Concerned, hooded brown eyes find mine. "Do you want this?"
God, even blissed out like this, and she's checking in with me and my comfort level.
I nod. "I want this. I want you."
Her hands cover Axel's and Maddox's, stilling them for a moment. She takes a moment to look at each of us, a war raging in her head. I know what she's thinking. Does she finally give in to all of this? We've been exploring each other, all of us, sure, but she has one last tether keeping her from going all the way in. She's weighing that last line.
Can she give in? Or will she hold out?
Finally, her eyes find mine again and soften. A smile spreads across my face.
"You sure you want to do this with all of them here?"
I scratch my nails across the back of my neck. I hadn't thought about that. It's my first time. I'm going to blow my load in like two seconds. But then, they've all lost their virginity, too, so I'm sure they know what that's like.
We haven't talked about it, but I look at Axel and Maddox and confess, "It's my first time."
I watch realization and understanding cross both of their faces.
"That's cool, man," Axel says, reassuringly.
"Why don't we have Nikki suck you off first, while she rides Diesel's face. That way you'll last longer," Maddox suggests. Nikki's eyes darken, even as they drop to my pants.
"And what will you two do?" I ask.
"Wait for our turns," he replies, his voice dropping even lower and darker.
Nikki slides off the couch and onto her knees, running both hands up my chest. "Does that sound good?" she asks me, as if we're the only two people in the world. And I know that if it wasn't, this would stop in a heartbeat.
I stand, but grab a pillow from the couch and set it on the floor in front of the couch for her knees. If she's going to be kneeling, my girl better be comfortable.
I undo my jeans button and zipper and pull everything down to my ankles, before sitting back down on the couch.
Before Nikki can touch me, though, Maddox grabs her chin in his hand and turns her to face him, his face inches from hers.
"Don't make a mess of my couch, Nik, and make sure you swallow every drop."
Good, Lord. His command sends a wave of heat through my body just as much as her returning grin. "Yes, sir," she purrs.
