Her hands never left my arms.
“I want to give you something. But I want to be honest with you about it first. I will break the lead spell I have on Jace if you want me to; after I explain the real reason I want it left on,”I said into her mind as we sat so close; we shared breaths.
“You do realize, offering up the honest reason from the start may have prevented a lot of the drama, right.”She raised a single eyebrow at me, the tips of her fangs poking out from under her bottom lip, which was now slightly swollen from our kiss.
“No, even I know they’re stupid reasonings, but they are important. He still needs to win you over. He did a lot of terrible shit to you before he realized you were his mate, and I want atonement. I want him to crave you as he watches you, powerless to do anything about it. I want him to sit and study you, taking note of how you like your coffee. Or how the only solid food you will eat is donuts. I want him to love you the way I do.”I almost didn’t say it, and even what I managed was less than she deserved.
“You wanted him to feel what you feel because he is part of you too,”she said.
“Do you want me to break the spell?”From here, I would accept whatever answer she gave. At least now she knew.
“Yes. I want you to understand that while the two of you may share a bond that I cannot fully comprehend, my relationships with you are unique and individual. I do not want you to interfere with my relations with Jace, in the same way you do not get involved with Justice or Jasper.”
Lifting my hands, I slowly unbuttoned my shirt, revealing my rune-covered chest inch after inch. I scratched into the ink, placing a fingernail on the spell I was looking for, pulling it from my body. A thin black line shimmered in the air between us before I sent a wave of raw power into it. The ink turned to ash before floating away in an invisible current.
“Thank you, Jax,” she said, smiling like I made her happy this time. I would murder an entire planet to get her to smile like that again.
“Let’s keep up this desensitization training thing; there might be something to this. But I have reached my limit for now,” I said, picking her up quickly as I knew I could, turning and depositing her on the floor next to me.
“All in?” she asked.
“All the time, Babe.”
CHAPTER15
MORRIGAN
Ihad expected Jace to pounce on me the moment Jax and I walked back into the hunting cabin, but he greeted me as if nothing had changed. I thought he was waiting for a more private time, but now it has been two fucking weeks and still nothing. My best guess is that he has no idea the leash is gone. We haven’t had too many opportunities since finding out that Jace and Jax have echoed souls. Aggie confirmed it in one of her books when we visited with her and told her what Ezekiel said.
Now Jace and Jax spend their days together with Aggie as she tries to harmonize them or something. Sometimes the whole pack goes along with them, and mainly it involves Jax trying to teach Jace how to use telekinesis while Jace is touching Jax. There has been a lot of tension since these new lessons started, so I really can’t blame Jace for not noticing. But after missing out on a rest day last week, I finally put my foot down.
Today we could work on harmonizing them by letting them enjoy each other’s company. I had to get Justice involved to pull it off, but finally, I came up with the perfect pack activity.
“Fox,” Justice whispered, his hard cock poking me in the ass while I was curled up against Jasper’s back.
Jasper was like a giant wall of muscle there to keep me safe and warm. That was one of the fantastic things about being a vampire. My body had greater cold tolerance, but it also stayed much cooler. Cuddling up with my demons was always pleasantly warm, instead of smotheringly hot.
“What, Justice?” I whispered back, not ready to open my eyes for the day.
“I’m too excited for today. Can I get my licks now?”
My eyelids sprung open, and I turned to look over my shoulder at him. His hair was messy and a little flat on one side, but his eyes were alight with wild excitement. How could I resist?
Turning quietly, to not wake the others, I faced Justice as we pulled the sheet up over our heads. I had to stifle a giggle at how silly but excited I felt. Fucking around with all of them here, but none were aware of it. My hand trailed down Justice’s bare chest to appreciate each dip and curve of his lean muscle. His body was just as lethal as Jasper’s, only in an entirely different way.
I slipped right under the band of his boxer shorts, finding his velvety cock hard and ready for me. I slid further under the covers and tried to avoid Jax’s telepathic barrier wall. Keeping my knees tucked under me left my face level with Justice’s hips. I pulled his cock free from the boxers, holding it in both of my hands, simply appreciating it.
Jasper may have the largest cock of the pack, but Justice’s was simply beautiful. The proportions were flawlessly perfect, with prominent veins running up the shaft. It practically whispered that I should be on my knees before it. Got to love the variety of perfect cocks you found with demons.
I took the head of Justice’s cock into my mouth, swirling my tongue around the tip. His hips rocked forward lightly, pushing the head deeper into my mouth before he rocked back. Grabbing him by the shaft, I licked the underside, appreciating the veins with the tip of my tongue. I worked my way back up to the tip, swirling it back into my mouth as my hands came up to massage his balls.
The sharp intentional thrust of his hips shoved his cock into my throat, and I choked for a moment before he slowly pulled back so I could suck on the tip. I smacked him in the thigh playfully and felt his light chuckle.
I would need more time to fully appreciate Justice’s cock, but my time was limited for now. And that was part of the thrill of the game. My head started moving faster as my hands wrapped around his cock. Soon his hips were moving in time as he fucked the back of my throat. He forced me to take him to the hilt with a hard thrust. Rather than struggle for breath, I let the euphoric sensation wash over me. Time seemed to slow down until it stopped altogether; Justice’s cock sheathed fully in my throat. I relished the way my body stretched to accommodate him, the burning in my lungs as they begged for a breath of air. Justice slowly pulled his cock from my lips as I gasped for air. My mind felt overwhelmingly full as a piece of Justice’s mind entered.
“Come up, Fox. Turn around. Don’t kick me out.”
I was intrigued. Sadly, I left Justice’s hard and swollen cock as I slowly worked my way back up the covers until I was face to face with Justice. He was still mostly inside his body, but a tiny part of his mind was still in my head.