Page 45 of Bound By Redemption
My chest hurt. It was as if someone had wrapped barbed wire around it and squeezed. It was an emotion I hadn’t felt before. It was good, yet painful in the same beat. “You haven’t been with anyone since me?”
She shook her head. “No. No one.”
She really was mine. Since that night, not a single person had touched her.
My cock pressed against my shorts, itching to find its home. Yes. Inside Ensley was its home and where it would be for all the years to come.
“You undo me,” I whispered, kissing her hard. We didn’t move too much, afraid we’d get wrapped up in the covers and make too much noise, trying to get out.
Ensley’s hand came to my cheek as we pulled apart. “I don’t want to undo you, Micah. I want to make you whole.”
My tightly wound heart exploded, allowing Ensley fully inside where she would stay. “I need to feel the connection between us, Ensley. I can’t do everything I want to you right now, but I need to be inside of you.”
Ensley reached down, and I could feel her shimmying out of her pajama bottoms. Fuck, this was not the way I wanted our first time to go. I wanted to take my time and discover every inch of her again. It just wasn’t possible in our current scenario.
I reached down and tugged off my boxers, my hard cock headed right for Ensley. Condom. I didn’t have a fucking condom. “Condom?”
Ensley shook her head. “No, but I’m on the pill.”
That was all I needed. Kissing her, I maneuvered my body on top of hers. We gazed into each other’s eyes as I slid inside of Ensley. Her warm heat wrapped around me like a glove, and I entered painfully slow, wanting to feel every single inch of her.
She closed her eyes, and I leaned down, connecting our mouths as I drowned out her moans. Making it all the way to the hilt, I stopped, lifted my head, and stared into Ensley’s eyes. “This means you’re mine. Mine to protect. Mine to care for. Mine to love. Do you understand, Ensley?”
She let out a deep breath. “I think so, but I’m scared.”
With my cock hard inside her, I asked, “Why?”
“I don’t want to get hurt.”
“Can’t guarantee I won’t be a dick because that’s a given. I’m a man. But I will never intentionally hurt you. Ever.”
She lifted up and connected our lips, and her hips bucked, telling me she was ready to go. I did not disappoint. I moved in rhythm with her, in and out.
So wet I glided with no effort at all. She wanted me just as much as I wanted her.
Her pussy clenched around mine, my lips covering up her sounds. As much as I wanted to hold back, I couldn’t. Not this time. It had been too long since I’d been inside Ensley, and she drove me to the edge.
My come burst from my cock as I felt noises wanting to escape my lips. Ensley took over the kiss, this time keeping me from waking up our daughter.
After I was spent, I rolled us to our sides, my cock still inside her. “Wanna fall asleep like this. Connected.”
Tears pricked in her eyes.
“Don’t cry.” I pulled her to me, her leg still over mine.
In no time, we both fell asleep, and it was the best night of sleep I’d ever had.
15
Ensley
“Up. Mommmmeeee,”Remy was calling, and it took me a bit to rouse. Micah kept me up late, and being quiet while having sex took a lot out of a person. It was hard enough with just the sex part. My entire body ached in a very good way. Tingles raced over the spots where Micah touched me and made me come alive. The man was magic.
I reached over, feeling an empty bed. My hand felt a piece of paper. Grabbing it, I wiped the sleep from my eyes and sat up. “Hey, baby girl. I’m comin’.”
Tossing my legs over the bed, the paper in my hand, I read it. “With the club. Will be back later. Call me or text me when you get up.”
A smile grew on my face as the feeling from last night came back in a flood. My fears that he didn’t want anything with me were crushed. It was true we didn’t know each other well, but I wanted to. I wanted him to know the both of us. Better yet, he wanted the same thing.
