Page 60 of Needing to Fall
“Fuck, I’ve wanted to taste you since I saw you.” His hot mouth attached to my flesh, and everything in my head left, my focus solely on the man between my legs.
He readied me, slipping his fingers in and out, and I was right there, ready to explode, but he then stopped.
I looked down at him with wide eyes. “What are ya doing? Don’t stop!” I almost cried.
“Babe, trust me?”
“Of course I do.”
“Then you come on my dick. I wasn’t planning this, but I have condoms in the bathroom.”
I smiled before removing myself from the bed and going to my small bag where I had packed foil packets.
“Had this planned out, did ya?” He gave that sexy, flirty smile that made my heart flutter.
“Something like that.” I handed him the packet, and he placed the condom on his shaft. “I’m a little scared,” I told him honestly. That was what we had between us: talking and honesty. I knew I would always give that to him.
“I know, my little rabbit. Take it nice and slow.”
While he waited for me, I felt absolutely no pressure from him, but I did feel it from myself. I wanted to make this good, make this right—perfect for him and for me. I had never had a gentle touch in this way until Lynx, and I didn’t want to mess that up.
Slowly, I straddled him again and sucked in deeply.
“Why don’t you kiss me?” he suggested.
I dove on it. I didn’t see it as an out; I saw it as a way to get myself right. It was the right choice as my body lit up.
Before I realized I was doing it, I was guiding him into my body. I ripped away from his lips as I sat on his hips, him fully inside of me. I stared into his eyes, hoping he would see everything I couldn’t put into words. Then he rocked my world.
“You are the most beautiful thing on this planet. I’m so fucking happy I was in that hospital with you, so damn happy you snipped at me and made me want to know you. You, Reign, are my light. You make my world right. You are my everything.”
A tear rolled down my cheek. My heart was so full I swore it would burst from my chest.
“I love you, Reign.”
More tears fell as I let his words seep into my soul. He loved me. Me. Reign. Problems, issues, everything, this strong manloved me.
I wanted to say it back, but I couldn’t form the words. They were lodged in my throat. All I could do was show him.
I moved up and down on him, our eyes never leaving one another’s. The build came quickly. Still, I couldn’t look away from Lynx, his hips moving with mine as we came together in a rush.
It was the single best experience of my entire life.
“Reign…” came out of Nurse Hatchet’s mouth on a soft, happy sigh.
I turned to see the woman who had given so much of herself to me during my stay at the hospital.
I had taken most of what she had given me at the time for granted, telling myself it was her job. As I looked back, though, I realized she didn’t have to tell me about her struggles or give me more than her job required. She had done it because she gave a shit. That was something I could never repay her for. That was something I would never forget and would carry with me forever.
Nurse Hatchet’s smile filled the white space as she held her hands together in front of her. I knew she wanted to reach out and envelop me in a hug, but she held back. She knew me, knew my struggles. Regardless, this was my nurse, the one I had grown close to when I had told myself I wouldn’t. Therefore, I stepped close, sucked in a deep breath, and wrapped my arms around the lady.
Her body stilled only momentarily before she reciprocated. In my ear, her raspy breath told me she was fighting back tears, so I didn’t move. I didn’t want to see her with tears for me. She was my strong, take-no-shit nurse, and that was who she would always be for me.
I waited until her breathing came back to normal before I slowly pulled away. She swiped at her face, clearing all the wetness, something I was grateful for.
“How are you?” she asked as she took a step back.
“I think I’m good,” I told her honestly.
