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Leah
Green’s lipsare dominant and loving as he coaxes mine open. I climb up his body and straddle him, with our tongues dancing and my hands at the back of his neck. We’ve kissed many times but have never taken it any further, and I’m scared to death to. It’s like I’m a teenager getting touched for the first time. Except this time, it’s someone I truly, utterly, care about and I don’t want to scare him away. That would break me more than what those men did tome.
I’m apprehensive, but my need isgreater.
His hand sweeps up my body, coming to the hem of my shirt. Warmth touches my bare skin and I jolt away from him, panic and fear takingover.
“You trustme?”
The lump in my throat is hard to swallow, but I get it down. The fear. The anxiety. The worry. “With everything.” He catches my meaning, if the smile tipping his lips is anything to goby.
“Let me in and I swear you won’t regretit.”
My mind goes back to when I made my decision to come with Green and not letting what happened to dictate my life. If I give into the fear and unknown, I’ll never get to experience life, and that’s what I’m here for. To experience life with Green. My body trembles, but Inod.
Green lifts me easily and lays me on my back, him on top of me hovering. “Let me show you.” His hands go to my shirt and slowly pulls it up. He gives a little chuckle when I don’t raise my arms to help him. “Not gonna force you, baby. Either let me in or don’t. Nogames.”
Sucking in a deep breath, I lift my arms and he pulls my shirt off my body. I wrap my arms around me trying to cover up, but his hand on my arm stops me. “Trustme.”
I nod, not really feeling it, but I need to do this. If he’s going to be scared away by my body, then he needs to do it now. It’ll crush me, but today hasn’t been the best and I may as well get all disappointment over within oneswoop.
Green leans down, his lips touching my skin. Shivers break-through as I know he’s kissing one of the scars. I know where each of them are on my body without looking, so I know. I grip his head as he kisses every single one of my scars—up my torso, chest, and arms. It’s slow and while scary, it’s alsosoothing.
With each kiss to every part of my flesh that was marred, a tear leaves me. It’s not sad but cleansing, as if he is taking away all the dirt, filth, and grime they put on me that day, that I haven’t been able to get off my body. Like his lips are my bleach, wiping away their touches. He must see it in my eyes because as he kisses them he watches me, which gives me morecomfort.
Green clasps his fingers in mine putting them beside my head, his weight on me, but not painful, his body fitting between my legs. “Every part of you, Leah, is what I want. The good, bad, and ugly—we go through this life together, next to each other, and building what we want out of it. No one and nothin’ holdin’ us back. Know you’ll never forget, but give it all to me and I’ll carry it for you. Be by your side every step of theway.”
My heart swells, and I’m pretty sure it’s going to burst out of my chest. All this time I’ve been searching forthe one,and he came to me under dire circumstances. But he came and the walls around me begin to crumble letting all the fear, pain, and torment washaway.
“Make love to me.” The words leave my lips so quietly I’m not sure he can hear me, but then his drop-dead gorgeous smile lights up hisface.
“Been waitin’ for those words, baby.” He leans down and kisses me, soft and sweet. He continues and kisses down my body. I tense when he gets to my jeans and unbuttons them. He stops and looks up at me, waiting for reassurance, and hesitantly Inod.
Once he strips me of my pants, he kisses my legs exactly like he kissed the top of my body. As he reaches the apex of my legs, I’m wet and aroused more than I’ve ever been in my life. My core is begging for more of what he’s giving me. With him being so cautious and loving, it’s only adding to all the feelings I have built up inside for thisman.
He kisses me above my panties then starts using his tongue and teeth. I grip his head, feeling an enormous amount of pressure building. My body is moving on its own accord, and I have zerocontrol.
Green stops, and I let out a groan only to hear him chuckle. “Patience,” he chides then moves back between my legs, eating me and loving me in every possible way. Inserting two fingers and moving his tongue, the build is toomuch.
“Green, I’m gonna come,” I pant, barely getting the wordsout.
“What the hell you think we’re doin’ here, baby? Come all over myface.”
Those words directed at me send me over the edge of the cliff, spiraling down to the depth of water below me only to float up to the top and feel a sense of euphoria. My body continues to shake as the last remnants of the orgasm crawl throughout mysenses.
Only when I lay back on the bed do I look down at Green, whose eyes are dancing. Yes, dancing, obviously pretty pleased with himself. I admit, he should be. Not even the guys before had ever done what Green just did to me with only his tongue andfingers.
Green kisses my hood and makes his way up my body, giving me searing touches of his lips the entire way. When his lips crash to mine, his body covering me, I fully give in to him, tasting myself on hislips.
Breathing becomes difficult as he sucks it from my body, my hands roaming all over his, while he caresses each side of my face. His hardness rests between my legs, still covered in jeans. I reach down and grab the belt, unlatchingit.
Green pulls back looking down at me. “Yousure?”
My heart swells. Damn, I love him. I’m totally utterly in love with this man. “Absolutely.” The smile that spreads across his face has tingles coming back full throttle. Giving me a peck on the lips, he maneuvers his jeans and underwear off, grabbing his wallet and pulling out a foil packet. After covering himself, he lays on top of me, his cock right at myentrance.
“Let me love you,” he says, and it feels more like aplea.
