Page 61 of Bound by Vengeance
That wasn’t fucking. That wasn’t anywhere close to fucking.
What have I done?
There’s no coming back from that.
None. There is no use in me even trying.
C H A P T E R N I N E T E E N
The daylight shines through the curtains as Austyn lies on my chest, sleeping soundly. Last night was better than I ever imagined. She’s always been amazing in my eyes, but our compatibility and the sparks between us make us unstoppable.
The only thing that stands out is her hesitation with the actual act of sex. I watched her carefully as I slid inside her, and if I didn’t know better, I’d swear she was about to cry. Yet, she didn’t. It’s not like I was her, but her actions left me a bit confused. After that initial entry, though, she was all in. We matched each other movement for movement.
Austyn is by far the best partner I’ve ever had. It’s because I love her. I know it. I’ve never loved anyone the way I love her.
In the light of day, though, is she going to pull away again? Is she going to erect those fucking walls again? Is she going to push me away? Is she going to try to avoid me once again?
Nevertheless, I won’t allow her to block me out. Not even for a moment. She’s going to know exactly what it means to have a man love her. As if she didn’t pick up on it the past few months.
She slowly stirs, her hand flexing on my chest. I wait to see her reaction, remaining still. She slowly lifts her head, her eyes sleepy from sex and lips beautifully puffy.
“Hey.” Her voice is whispered and sexy.
“Hey, beautiful.” I tuck a strand of loose hair behind her ear, and she sighs contently.
“Can we just pretend that it’s still the night?”
I brush a kiss over her lips. “There’s no reason to pretend. This is us—you and me. Not one damn other thing matters. This right here”—I pull her tighter to me—“is all that I give a shit about. You. Me. Us.”
Tears well in her eyes, but she fights them back. “I wish it were that simple.”
“It is. Just let it be.” I lean down, kissing her hard and deeply, lying flat on the bed with her on top.
Her soft, compliant, still sleepy body molds to mine like a glove, fitting in the right places exactly. She kisses me with all the fervor of last night, meeting me at every turn and blowing my damn mind. Always knew she’d be sweet. Knew she’d be the one to wreck me. Having it confirmed only makes me harder.
Austyn rubs her pussy along the length of my bare cock, her knees on either side of my hips. The sensation drives me mad with desire, lust spiking through me.
Tilting her head, I take more, exploring every inch of her mouth with my tongue and lips. She’s a fantastic kisser, so soft yet rough when she needs to be. Absolutely fucking perfect.
She lifts from my lips, her eyes dilated and breathing ragged as she continues to move over me.
“You’re so fuckin’ wet, beautiful.”
Her glazed over look comes to me, her brunette hair falling around her like a curtain.
Reaching up, I grab her tits, needing the feel of her flesh. It’s so soft, and it turns her on, if her hips going faster has anything to say about it. Tweaking each nipple, she cries out, tossing her head back. Her hair is so long it swipes over my legs, only adding to the sensations coursing through me.
I feel the pre-come leaking out of me and grasp her hips. “Beautiful, need to glove up and be inside that sexy body of yours.” Reaching over, I grab the foil packet, tear it open, and glide it on.
She grasps my cock, and I have to hold in the urge to come because it rides me hard.
Poised at her entrance, she slowly lowers onto me. Her pussy is so damn tight she has to rock her hips back and forth inch by painful inch to let me in. Once her ass is resting on my hips, she stops, our eyes connecting.
Looking deeply within her, I see what I’ve been wanting to see, when her mouth kept telling me other things—love, compassion, and undying lust. They brew in her depths, wrapping around me like a winter scarf.
She brings her hands to my chest, palms flat, searing me with her heat. Blowing out a breath, sweat trickles down my face and chest. My patience is just about spent. Then she starts to move. Up and down, gliding along my shaft, her knees and legs working as one unit. The rhythm starts out uneven, but all too soon, she finds it.
Austyn drops her head back as a sexy as hell moan escapes her. I squeeze my hands on her hips, guiding her faster. My hips buck with each downward thrust from her. My cock is so deep inside I have to blink away the stars in my eyes.
