Page 58 of Tied in Knots
I bury my face in Sebastian’s chest, a bit embarrassed that I pounced on him like a nympho. Not that he is complaining, but still. Cool hands run down my back, knuckles digging into my spine to ease the tension. I groan with contentment, still locked onto Sebastian’s knot.
“This feels so good,” I murmur, practically slobbering all over him, wanting to orgasm again, but it’s just out of my reach for now.
“You have no idea,” Sebastian murmurs, his hands tangling in my hair.
I peek up at him. His awe-filled expression catches me off guard. It’s like he’s never done this before, but I know that can’t be true.
I don’t say anything, I just hide my face again, but turn my head to the side so my ear is pressed against his chest, over his heart.
“Baby girl, look at me.”
I turn my head, so my chin is resting on his chest.
“Ask what’s on your mind.”
I shake my head.
“Faith,” he says. “I can see something bugging you. Was it not what you expected? Did I hurt you?AmI hurting you?”
“Oh, Jesus, Sebastian,” I snap at him. “Don’t be a pillock. It is better than I expected, and no, you aren’t hurting me. I’m just…your face is…” I huff as Benjamin snickers.
I glance at him, wondering why he took so long to join in, before I slide my gaze back to Sebastian’s.
“I think she means you look a bit stunned, maybe like you’ve never experienced it before,” Benjamin says quietly.
“Fuck off,” I mutter and hide my face again.
“Faith,” Sebastian says, tugging gently on my hair to lift my head up. “I haven’t ever experienced anything like that before. The knot, yes, of course, but with you it surpassed anything that I’ve felt before. It was real, true, the whole purpose of being what I am was to do this withyou. No one else. Don’t ever feel embarrassed to ask a question that’s on your mind. I will answer it honestly and without judgement.”
“Okay, now you need to fuck off as well. Why are you so nice? Aren’t alphas supposed to be dicks?”
“Oh, I’m a dick,” he says at the same time as Benjamin says, “He’s a fucking knob.”
They exchange a good-natured grimace, and then Sebastian continues, “But with you, I only want what’s best for you.”
I nod slowly, trying to take that in. I remember my mum and dad together. Sort of. I wasn’t really paying that much attention, truth be told, but they were loving and caring towards one another. Pete’s way has scarred me for life. I don’t think I will ever get over thinking alphas treat everyone like shit. Well, maybe I will. Maybe these four can convince me.
“I suppose I have yet to see King Dick in action,” I murmur and then feel my cheeks heat up even more.
“What?” he asks with a laugh. “What are you thinking?”
“Is my face that fucking expressive,” I snap.
“Oh, yes,” Xander pipes up, crawling back into the teepee from wherever it was he went. Looking over, I see he retrieved the cake.
I’m not even that bothered when my stomach growls slightly.
“Tell me,” Sebastian says, playfully tugging on my hair again.
I can feel his knot going down now and within a few seconds, I think I can leap free.
I’m right. I make a dive to the left and bury myself under the blankets, ignoring the damp one that is covered in slick.
“I was right in thinking King Dick had a king dong,” I mutter from under the protection of the blankets.
“What?” he splutters as the other three men laugh their arses off. “Well, gentlemen, you heard it here first.”
“Christ.” My curse is muffled by the blankets, which are peeled away to reveal a piece of cake, hovering in front of my face.
